PRESENT
SCARLETT's POV
"What, or who, is your greatest what if?"
I looked up, meeting my therapist's eyes. Hold on, did she say something? I am too distracted by my own thoughts. I've been going to this therapy for a month now, and I don't think I've ever shared something deep.
It wasn't my choice or decision to be here anyway, it was my mom's decision. Always her decision.
"I'm sorry, what?" I asked.
"What, or who, is your greatest what if?" Dr. Brown asked.
Oh.
"Um," I gulped, "I don't know."
But I do know. I know.
Dr. Brown smiled, "You can talk to me, Scarlett. I know you want to, and I'm here to listen. You can tell me anything, okay?"
I bit my bottom lip.
I also know that. She's a therapist for fuck's sake. Maybe I should talk?
That's why I'm here in the first place, to fucking talk.
Fuck it.
I nodded. "Sure."
"Okay, let's try again. What, or who, is your greatest what if?" Dr. Brown asked again.
I took a deep and shaky breath while playing with the ring on my finger.
"My..." I stopped, I can feel my heart breaking. "My greatest what if is her." I said and smiled sadly.
Dr. Brown smiled like she won a lottery. I can't really blame her for that because this is the first time that I said anything other than fuck off, Dr. Brown and you can tell my mom to fuck herself.
"That's a great start!" Dr. Brown said.
That's not the word that I would use, great start. If anything, it's a fucking disaster.
And if someone said a year ago that I'll be sitting in a room with a fucking therapist now? I'll probably just laugh and think that they're fucking crazy. And even more so if they said it's because of her.
Her, someone that I hated.
Someone I consider my greatest what if.
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Greatest What If • Scarlett Johansson x Y/N
FanfictionStory between Scarlett Johansson and Y/N L/N. A story that is set between the past and the present. Join Scarlett as she tells the story about her and Y/N at the end of their college days. *** Note: Rated 18+ for strong language and mention of se...
