Once A Park : Cry For Love

Park Baekhyun

Baekhyun sighed as he looked at himself in the mirror, he got new bruises and doesn't know how to hide them this time. Summer started already and the weather got hotter that he can't wear turtleneck to cover the bite marks on his neck that turned into bruises. He looked down on his arms and see the new and past bruises and scratches in both arms, he knows he got more at his back too. Baekhyun let out another sigh. Being married to Chanyeol for two years now never change how bad Chanyeol is treating him.

He remembered the day that Yeri left for the US and how Chanyeol begged and cried to stop her, to listen to him, to talk to him. He witnessed how Chanyeol cried on the ground in the driveway of Byun's mansion while the car that will take Yeri to the airport drove away. He witnessed how Chanyeol breakdown that day that even for Baekhyun it was heart wrenching but he chose to be selfish. He came to this point already and Chanyeol was left with no choice but to marry him. Two days after that incident the Chairman announced his marriage to Chanyeol. Only that time Baekhyun realized how powerful his father is. He knows that the Parks are wealthy too, owning numerous schools and businesses in Korea and abroad. He doubted that the marriage will be possible knowing how Chanyeol loathed him now but what really surprising for him was the Parks agreed to marry Chanyeol to a man.

Yeri left that day too with her mother. Baekhyun received a lot of curses and profanities from the Chairman's wife while Yeri looked at him with so much hate and disgust, the kindness are gone from her beautiful eyes for Baekhyun.

They didn't have a wedding ceremony. A bunch of papers was handed to him a week after Yeri left. He haven't seen Chanyeol since that day too.

" Just sign these." Mr Kim handed him a pen , pointing him where to sign. It's their marriage contract.

" The Chairman ordered me to take you to the house where you will live from now on with Chanyeol. " He explained softly , there's a bit of pity on his voice. Baekhyun let out a small smile. The Chairman left two days ago to followed and checked up on his wife and daughter. Leaving him without mentioning about the marriage again and that's the last time he ever saw his father. Baekhyun didn't expect much. But he didn't expect too that he will be signing their marriage contract in this small cottage without the presence of Chanyeol. "It's okay Baekhyun, as long as you're marrying him." He coaxed himself.

On his first night in Chanyeol's house, Chanyeol came home drunk. The moment he saw Baekhyun he dragged him to the bedroom and throw him on the bed. " You want me this bad, huh?! " He sneered while yanking his own clothes. Fury burning in Chanyeol's eyes while saying " Welcome to hell , Byun Baekhyun!" He spit his name with so much disgust and distaste. He took Baekhyun harshly and painfully that night, leaving Baekhyun bruised and bleeding the next morning. " I actually married the devil himself." Baekhyun realized that now.

For two years, Chanyeol haven't change how he treated his husband. He always treated him coldly and harshly if he's not totally ignoring Baekhyun.

At nights when Chanyeol have his needs he will dragged Baekhyun to his bedroom and after he is done with him - " Leave my fucking room. NOW! ". And even though Baekhyun is still sore and in pain he will dragged himself out of Chanyeol's bedroom to not angry his husband any further.

" Two years of these?" Baekhyun sighed once again while looking at his tired face in the mirror. " This is nothing, as long as he still touching me." He smiled bitterly to his reflection in the mirror.

He went out of his room and see Chanyeol heading to the door with his jeep's keys in his hand, he is going to school now. But though they are attending the same university, his husband will never, ever asked him to go with him no matter how Baekhyun wishes for it.

Chanyeol gave him a quick glance and he saw how the giant raised one eyebrow and then shake his head before slamming the door on his way out.

Baekhyun let out another sigh. Chanyeol don't talk to him outside the taller's bedroom. And when he talks to him in bed, it just to insult him or expressed how he hated Baekhyun. The way he always mishandled him during sex will be a proof to that. Sometimes Baekhyun can not walk properly the next day because of it. But he never complain. Will never complain. " As long as he needs me, even for just sex. Even it hurts and wrecked me. It's okay."

Even Chanyeol didn't talk , Baekhyun knows that Chanyeol is laughing at him inwardly. The raising of Chanyeol's eyebrow and shaking his head indicated that how displeased he is every time he sees Baekhyun.

Baekhyun looked at himself at the full length mirror near the entrance door. Baggy pants and big hoodie that almost fading in color, a tired face and small frame. Yeah. Even Baekhyun is displeased with his own reflection.

A/N :
Covid positive today and not really feeling well but still trying to write. 🍒JD🍓