Once A Park : Cry For Love

The Changes

Baekhyun noticed the changes in Chanyeol. Lately he always came home late and never touched him since the day he learned about Dara. Chanyeol might be rough on him during sex but Baekhyun still misses his husband touches and the pain and pleasures it did to him. And now that Chanyeol is not coming to him even for sex made him felt useless and more hurt. But for the life of him, even he craved for Chanyeol he will never initiate it. Not if Chanyeol is giving him a disgusted look when he is sober because Chanyeol only touched him when he was under the influence of alcohol. He knew that Chanyeol will never have sex with him if he is not drunk enough. Baekhyun can only smiled bitterly, feeling small and useless and most of all, pathetic. Without his genius IQ level he can't say he have something he can be proud of. But despite him being the smartest guy in their school, loving Chanyeol only left him feeling hurt and insecure.

" Come on, Baek! Let's watch the concert together tonight please. " Minseok was trying to convince Baekhyun to go to the comcert that the music department organized on the 2nd day of the school fair.

" I'm working tomight, Min. I'm sorry." He is really not working but he doesn't want to go to the concert. Though he is planning to talk to the librarian later to give him an extra shift for tonight. He works at the library as a student assistant. And he rather work and earned money than to see his husband and Dara together.

" You're always working, you have 3 jobs ! Do you really need that much money? Your working hours are more than the time you spend to study! " Minseok have no intention of offending his friend but he really wanted Baekhyun to have time to relax and have fun.

" Yes. I need money that's why I have 3 jobs and I'm beyond thankful that I have a brain that allowed me to have less time studying so I can have more time earning money." Baekhyun was not offended by Minseok's words. He knew that his friend just wanted him to take a break from his daily routine.

" I heard that Chanyeol's band is performing. I really want to see that!" Minseok still tried to convince Baekhyun. He is not sure but he have this feeling that Baekhyun have a crush on Chanyeol. The glances that his friend was giving to the handsome and popular giant during lunch time is too obvious not to take notice.

Baekhyun paused upon hearing about his husband performing. He knew that Chanyeol loves music so much, the expensive musical instruments in their house and Chanyeol being the president of the music club can attest to that but he never really saw or heard him sing. Though most of the time he will strummed his guitar during lunch break , Baekhyun haven't see his husband sing.

" Uhmmm.. okay. But I still need to go early, okay?" Baekhyun doesn't want to sound eager now but deep inside he was really excited. It will be fine, I will just watch and go after their performance. He told himself.

Needless to say Minseok was ecstatic that finally, Baekhyun allowed himself to have some time off.