Once A Park : Cry For Love

I'm Not Her

Baekhyun realized that their house was well kept when he came home that evening, like someone have been living though he wasn't sure if Chanyeol was really coming home since he left. He checked his husband's bedroom but it was locked. Maybe he hired someone to clean the house. Baekhyun concluded to himself because when he checked the kitchen and the fridge he saw there's no really food in the house, meaning his husband is not really staying here. Baekhyun made a mental note to do groceries shopping tomorrow after school, good thing he already ate his dinner outside with Minseok as his friend's way of saying "sorry" for not picking him up last night at the airport. And even Baekhyun was insisting there's no need for that, Minseok wouldn't have it.

Baekhyun after taking a shower went to the living room with his laptop and books planning to start the research for one of his subjects. He turned on the television but muted the sound and started to work on his laptop. But only ten minutes on it, Baekhyun's eyes started to feel heavy. Fuck jet lag. He tried to keep them open but slowly Baekhyun's head fell on his book and he started to dozed off.

Chanyeol came home only to be welcomed by the sight of a sleeping Baekhyun in the living room. He can't help himself from walking forward and kneeled beside the sleeping beauty , his hand seems to have its own mind when he started to caressed the smaller beautiful face causing Baekhyun to stir from his slumber.

Baekhyun felt someone caressing his face and thought he was dreaming, his eyes were heavy from drowsiness but the warm touch made him wants to open them. He felt again the hand on his forehead, tucking his hair on his ear. He forced himself to open his eyes only to be shocked by the sight of Chanyeol's handsome face just inches away from his. His husband's eyes were full of mixed emotions that Baekhyun cannot put a name on them.

" Baby, I missed you.." Chanyeol whispered putting his forehead on his.

" C-chanyeol.. " Baekhyun didn't know what to think.  He knows that his husband was not drunk. There's no hint of alcohol smell on his breath. But why he is touching me?

" Hmmmm?.. " Chanyeol brought his thumb to Baekhyun's lips , feeling the softness of it.

" W-what are you d-doing?" Baekhyun stuttered as he started to melt under his husband's touch.

" I want to kiss you, baby.. so bad.." Chanyeol's voice was pained. Still looking at those beautiful eyes in front of him.

What?? Why would he wants to kiss me?! Chanyeol only kissed him that night, the night of his and Yeri's birthday. The night when he coveted his half-sister's boyfriend. Chanyeol haven't kissed him after that and every time Baekhyun tried to kissed him, Chanyeol pushes him, threatening him not to even try. His acts and words always left him feel dejected and unwanted and after Chanyeol was done with him, he felt used and pathetic. Baekhyun closed his eyes and bit his lips unconsciously from the painful memories of the past and when he opened his eyes he was welcomed by Chanyeol's lips crushing against his. It was intoxicating the way his husband devoured his mouth like he was hungry and have been deprived of it, Baekhyun kissed him back with the same intensity like his life was defended in their kiss.

" Mine.." Chanyeol whispered when he pulled away only to moved down to Baekhyun's smooth neck , nibbling, sucking and biting which left red and purple marks on once flawless neck. Baekhyun cannot suppress his moans when his husband start abusing his sweet spot. He grabbed and pulled his hair which only made Chanyeol more turned on. He went back to kissed those sweet pink lips again and carries him to his room without breaking their kissing. He put him down to his bed without taking his eyes away from the beauty under him while his taking his clothes off. That night, for the first time since they got married, Chanyeol made love to him. Kissing every inches of his body, burning every painful memories that he inflicted to him in the past. It was intoxicating and gentle that Baekhyun felt he's going to lose his mind with every kiss and touch of Chanyeol. His husband did him so well that he came thrice that night.

" I love you so much, Yeol.. " Baekhyun murmured as he can feel his husband nearing his orgasm. His thrusts became faster and faster and when he reached his peak he keep thrusting inside Baekhyun, chasing his own orgasm. Chanyeol's body fell on top of him and snuggled on  Baekhyun's neck..

" I love you, Yeri.. Please don't leave me again. " Chanyeol said softly as his breathing became even.

Baekhyun froze under his husband, tears started pooling his eyes. He pushed Chanyeol gently off of him, suddenly feeling out of breath. A snoring Chanyeol fell on his side , covered his eyes with one arm and fell asleep again. Baekhyun sat up holding his chest tight as if his tightening grip will keep his heart from shattering. He can't control his sobs as he forced his self to get out of the bed and walked out of Chanyeol's room limping.

As he closed the door of his husband's bedroom, Baekhyun leaned on it and slowly slid down to the floor and started weeping. Why I am such a fool?

When Chanyeol heard the door closed, he opened his eyes and stared at it, he can hear Baekhyun crying outside.

Well done, Park Chanyeol. Well done. He pinched his eyebrows as he listened to the smaller painful cry.

A/N: Sorry for the late update. I was thinking how can I write a smut for this chapter and surprised! I can't do it! 🥴😅 Though I failed, I hope you can still enjoy reading this. 😊 Next chapters may need more mental preparations for me. This is my first story and writing one is more difficult than just imagining it in my head. So please bear with me if updates may takes days. As this story is nearing its end, I want to put all the emotions I felt when I'm just imagining it many years ago. I want the readers to felt it too. Again thank you for your encouragement and support. 🍒JD🍓