robbers// joshler

wedding [six]

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joshua is on his phone while i'm on my computer looking up details for our wedding sometime in the near distant future.

"do you think i should do a white tux, j?"

"because you'd be walking down the aisle?"

"mhm."

"i think id be nice, but it's your tux, babe."

"the cheapest i can find is almost two hundred dollars and i don't want to spend that..."

"we don't have to have a wedding, honey."

"i've just always dreamed of one."

"i know.. but if you're too worried about the cost.."

my eyes start to water a little.

"oh, babe, come here."

i run to his arms. his puts his hand to my hair and plays with it slowly.

my face is in his chest.

"i love you, with and without a wedding."

"i..i know."

"do you still wanna do it?"

"yes."

"okay, then don't worry about the cost, yeah?"

"okay."

he kisses the top of my head.

"do you wanna move?"

"no. i feel nice in your arms, j."

"okay, then you can stay there, lemme just move my arm so i can still look online."

"okay."

"okay."

he's scrolling on his phone, and i wonder if he's genuinely scrolling or if he's looking at me like he'll do sometimes. 

i lift my head up a little.

his eyes meet mine.

"i thought you were looking."

"i am."

"not at me, loser."

"i love you.

"i love you too."

"i love you more."

"no you don't."

"im so in love i might stop breathing."

"don't stop breathing, i don't want you to die."

"i won't die."

"i love you, ty."

"i love you, j."

"i love you."

"i love you."

"kiss me."

he sets his phone to his left and pulls my whole body to his. our mouths touched and his hands coming to my sides, holding me into place. his mouth is warm.

and i'm his.

he's mine.

god i'm so in love with him. 

a/n: happy monday

i love you all <3