letters to the boy who never cared

a l o n e

Before you, I was okay being alone. Then, you came around, gave me what I thought I needed: someone to act like they cared about me.

I was addicted to how special amd beautiful you made me feel, and suddenly that feeling was gone. I was left needing a fix, and nobody was there to fulfill it.

But then, I never felt that way with Matt. He was my best friend. He was always there for me. I was in bliss to be around him, whether he was showering me with compliments and sweet nothings or not.

I was just too dumb to see that, and now, I lost him, too.

I don't know why I'm writing this to you. I don't know why I wrote any of these dumb letters. I won't send them, anyway. And I definitely have no clue why I'd tell you how I feel about Matty.

God. I'm so tired of my feelings.

Sincerely,
Alexa Green