𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒, benny rodriguez.

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i sat at my window, tapping on the glass. it had been two days since the party, and i haven't seen benny at all.

i didn't have a plan on how i was gonna apologize to him. i did end up finding my phone, but i wanted to talk to him in person.

the sky got darker as it was beginning to rain. i missed benny, the sandlot, and all the boys. i regretted everything, even if benny hurt me.

the only good thing that happened was that sierra and isaac we're together. i was happy for them, they were perfect for eachother.

i sighed and got up. i wanted to go to the sandlot, even if it was raining. i just wanted to think.

i grabbed my phone and threw on my jacket. isaac was out with sierra, so i quickly left and started walking to the sandlot.

the walk there went by fast. luckily no one was at the sandlot, so i made my way to the dugout and sat down.

i stared at the sky, watching the rain. everything that was going on overwhelmed me. i breathed in, and just sat there and cried. i cried and cried until i couldn't anymore.

i missed benny, i missed the boys and i missed my mom. i just wanted to talk to her one more time. she always understood me.

i sighed and wiped my face with my hand. i needed to make things right with benny, because i couldn't stand another day without him.

i sat there for a moment, then got up and started walking. i wasn't sure where i was going, i just let my feet guide me.

i ended up at benny's house. i sighed and regretted what i was about to do, but i had to. i picked up small pebbles and started throwing them at his window. it started pouring, and i was drenched and freezing.

a few seconds passed by, and i sighed. of course he didn't answer. just as i was about to go home, i heard his window open.

"are you crazy? hurry up and come in before you freeze to death" benny said. i quickly climbed up, careful to not slip. as soon as i made it in, i realized i didn't know what i was gonna say. benny sat on his bed, staring at me. it was horribly awkward.

"fuck benny i can't do this anymore" i broke.
"i'm sorry okay. i can't stand being without you anymore. i know i'm just a fucking dumbass and you'll probably never forgive me but i never felt this way about anyone. your literally driving me fucking crazy benny! i don't care if you hate me anymore. i don't even care if i never see you again, but i just needed to tell you that i love you. i love you more than i've ever loved anyone, and you make me feel a way i've never felt before. i've been going insane these past few days man, i need you. if i didn't see you today i probably would've fucking died" i breathed, still standing by the open window.

benny stared at me, his mouth slightly ajar. my heart dropped, realizing he wasn't gonna say anything. i sat there, not knowing what to do. i mean, what could i have done? jumped out the window or run out the door soaking wet?

benny quickly got up from his spot and smashed his lips onto mine. it wasn't like any kiss we've had before, but it was full of love. i wrapped my arms around his neck as he cupped my cheek.

he slowly pulled me towards the bed, grabbing my waist and deepening the kiss. i pulled away for a second to catch my breath, and he smiled at me.

"i missed you way more" he smiled.
"and i'm sorry too. what made you come?" he asked.

i realized i basically did exactly what kenny had suggested. i giggled and rolled onto his bed.

"like i said, i missed you" i smiled.

he got up and went through his drawers before throwing me sweats and a hoodie.
"hurry and change before you catch pneumonia " he smiled. i laughed and head to his bathroom.

when i was done changing, i threw my wet hair into a ponytail. benny sat on his bed, throwing a baseball up and catching it over and over again. i walked over and sat next to him.

"so this is what you did while i was gone" i chuckled. he rolled his eyes playfully and kissed my cheek.

"actually yes. there was nothing else to do" he shrugged. i giggled and leaned my head on his shoulder.

i grabbed his hand and traced my fingers over his knuckles. i was grateful for what he did to phillips— and he definitely did deserve it. i was stupid for talking to him at the party, but apart of me was grateful. i didn't even wanna think of what would've happened if phillips didn't save me from that drunk guy.

i intertwined our fingers and pecked his cheek.
"oh i forgot, i got you something" he smiled. he sat up and opened the drawer to the nightstand.

he pulled out a limp bizkit cd and handed it to me.
"no way! when did you get this" i smiled.

"yesterday after the sandlot. i was bored so i wondered around and found it at kaps records store" he said. i sat up and kissed him, then admired the cd.

before mom passed, i asked her for one. she promised she would buy it for me on christmas. i sighed and placed the cd on my lap.

"i'm hungry" i said.

benny quickly got up and left the room. a few minutes later he came back with chips and of course, a pack of oreos.

he placed them on the bed and i immediately grabbed the oreos.

"you think of everything. that's why i love you" i said while popping an oreo in my mouth.

"i love you more" he smiled.

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