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𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙖𝙣 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬 › relax

You could barely take anymore of today, ever since you had woken up you felt like crap.

There had been countless nights were you had gotten some to no sleep, you didn't know what it was but your head hurt and your eyes were tired.

Wednesday even asked if you were okay, which was a surprise because she never did.

You hadn't seen Rowan at all, you had no clue where he was. There was a chance that he'd be at your dorm, but you almost never went there.

Mostly because his roommate Xavier, didn't like it when other people were around. So, Rowan always went round yours.

You were currently stuck in your thoughts, as you stared at the clock. Your last class of the day was maths, and all you wanted was for it to end.

The teachers voice went on until it suddenly stopped. Everyone looked at you, as Enid bumped your arm.

When you turned to look at her, she gestured to the teacher. And you soon realised, that she was calling your name.

"Y/n?" She said.

"Yes?" You asked.

"What's the answer?" She smiled.

You had been so focused on something else, you had no idea what she was talking about.

"I-I don't know." You whispered.

"Maybe pay attention next time." The teacher muttered before asking someone else. You felt your cheeks heat up, as you sighed in embarrassment.

You ran a hand through your hair. And when you looked back at the clock, you felt relieved as there was only 5 minutes left.

So as soon as the teacher dismissed you, you quickly stood up from your seat and left the classroom before anybody else.

While you walked through the hallways, you couldn't help but notice people looking at you and whispering.

Where you going crazy?

All of a sudden though, an arm wrapped around yours as you turned to see Enid. "Are you okay? You look really tired."

"Yeah.. I'm fine." You said, giving her a weak smile.

"I hate Ms Thornhill." She muttered, rolling her eyes.

"Tell me about it." You whispered.

"Well I've got to get going, but get some sleep!" She finally said as she walked off.

You shook your head and yawned, you just needed to lay down.

When you eventually made it to your dorm, you grabbed your key from your pocket and unlocked the door.

Normally, you would see Rowan. But he was nowhere to be seen.

It was probably for the best though, you were a mess right now. And according to Enid, you hadn't gotten enough sleep.

Your back collided with your sheets, as you closed your eyes at the comfort. Your eyes soon started to get heavy, as sleep overtook you.

-

You were woken up by a noise, and you sat up to see the time. It only read 7:00pm.

Still, your heart was racing as you looked towards the door.

"Whose there?" You called out weakly.

At once, the door swung open and you moved so your back was against the wall. But when a figure came into view, you recognised it immediately.

"You never lock the door.." He said under his breath.

"Rowan?" You called out, as he shut the door behind him.

"Hey y/n, sorry I know we were meant to meet up. I just had things to do and forgot to tell you." He smiled, and sat down on your bed.

Oh sh*t, you had forgotten about that.

"It's fine, I took a nap anyways." You said, moving away from the wall.

He looked at you for a moment, not taking his eyes off of you as he frowned.
"Are you alright?" 

"Yes-.. why does everyone keep asking that." You scoffed, laying back down again.

"Because you look exhausted.. what happened?" He asked. You watched as he moved his hand on top of yours.

His hand was warm, as he laced his fingers with yours.

"Nothing happened. I just feel like crap." You muttered.

You pulled your hand away before resting your head on the pillow, wishing that you could fall asleep instantly.

"Y/n? Is there something your not telling me?" Rowan whispered.

He moved so he could be beside you, as you turned to look at him.
"There's nothing to worry about."

Even in the dim light, you could tell that Rowan wasn't buying it. He knew something was wrong with you, and wasn't going to let you off that easily.

"Tell me." He demanded.

"I-.. I cant sleep." You murmured, turning over to face him.

"What do you mean?" He asked, looking down at you as he started to play with your fingers.

"I don't know what it is. But whenever I try to sleep, some nights I just can't. And no matter how hard I try... I would stay up for hours." You explained.

Rowan nodded and brought your hand up to his lips, before sighing. "Are you stressed out?"

You thought for a moment. "I don't know."

"Well, it could be anything." He whispered.

"My thoughts keep me up, I just can't stop thinking about certain things." You bit your lip, as you yawned again.

Rowan kissed your hand and then moved his hand to your cheek, as he caressed your face.
"Do you want me to sleep with you?"

"I-" You paused.

"I mean you can say no, but maybe having me with you can help." He smiled.

"What if we get caught?" You asked.

Rowan smirked and leaned towards you. He grabbed your waist, as he pulled you closer to him.
"So what? I'd rather be in here with you anyways. Plus I can just hide under the bed."

"Under the bed?" You said and raised an eyebrow.

"I have quick reflexes." He whispered against your lips.

"I bet you do." You smirked.

Your eyes gazed down to his lips, as he shifted his hand to your back. You closed your eyes as he pressed his soft lips against yours.

Rowan's lips moved against yours, as you brought your hands to the back of his neck.

Your heart pounded against your chest, and you felt his breath on your lips. He started to kiss your harder, as he pushed you down onto the bed.

His hands slid up your waist, as he moved his hand under your shirt.

You couldn't help but shiver at his touch, as his cold hand met with your skin.
"I love you." He whispered against your lips.

He pulled away from you and started to kiss down your jaw, before he moved on to your neck. He sucked and gnawed at your skin as you ran your fingers through his hair.

"Let me make you feel better." He smirked, putting a hand on your thigh.......