After minutes, you two were home, placing you down on his bed, he was able to see how beat up you were. The places where you were deeply wounded had scars, they were littered across your body.
"Fuck, she did so much fighting for us...oh my gosh..." Kaneki thought to himself as he fell to his knees beside you. He grabbed a hold of your hand, and with a shaky voice said, "I really thought you were dead, I thought I failed you, I allowed you to get taken, I let this happen to you, and because of that I was ready to hate myself and die trying to get you back..." he said as you started to blink your eyes open.
You grabbed a hold of his hand, "Kaneki...this wasn't your fault, it was bound to happen, you were my...my..." you said as you lost your breath and began coughing.
"You used up all of your energy, you...you should feed off...me" Kaneki said hesitantly. "I mean if...if you want..."
Before he could finish you used the last of your energy and pulled him onto the bed with you, landing on top of him. You stared intently at his chest, it was ripped and pieces of his chest were exposed. You could smell the blood in his veins, you wanted it badly now, you were so hungry and exhausted. Kaneki ripped his shirt open for you and turned to the side, "go ahead, I trust you too..." he said.
Your mouth started to salivate, this was your first time, you were both excited and nervous. You bent down and hovered above his chest, your heart was beating so fast, finally you sunk your teeth in, it immediately tasted amazing to you. You had forgotten what all food tasted like, anything and everything before this tasted like absolute shit to you. You let your body fall completely onto his now, pulling yourself into his body as you continued to drink. Kaneki had his arms up, trying not to touch you too much. You pulling yourself into him made that very hard, his hands fell onto your back holding you closely as well.
You took a notice in this, and it was making you feel that hot feeling again. This time it felt different, this time your body felt tingly all over, and a feeling grew stronger and stronger deep in the pit of your stomach.
"Fuck, this feeling is stronger than ever now...his blood taste so fucking amazing, and this feeling inside me, I want more...I need more...but what is it I want" you thought.
"Damn, she's pressing into me, into my...fuck, I want to kiss her...but how do I know if she'll want that...damn I never knew being fed on could feel this good..." he thought.
After a few seconds you felt better, and pulled away slightly from him wiping the blood away from your lips.
After taking a few breaths you continued talking.
"... You were my tie to this world, I needed to have something or someone to keep my sanity in order to fully dominate and control the ghoul that emerged...and you were mine. My...my mom didn't...she didn't..." you started to say but couldn't.
"Shhh, I know" he said he let one hand travel up your body to your face, cupping it in his hand.
"The only thing that saved me was you..." you said looking up at Kaneki making eye contact.
What a dangerous thing eye contact is in this proximity.
Kaneki swiped his finger along your bottom lip, "Y/N..."he said letting out a deep breath.
"Y-yes?" You answered quietly and breathy.
"Umm...I..." he said licking his lips while his eyes kept switching back and forth between your eyes and your lips.
"I've seen this... the movies Hinami asked me to watch with her was some "romance trilogy" they had scenes like this where they wanted too...kiss...ahh! He wants to do that to me...do I want that? I think I do..." you thought.
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Kaneki Ken x Reader- The Relentless Battle
RomanceYou had been held as a test subject since birth, never knowing happiness or a better life you finally escape in hopes of finding that. However you soon realize, no matter how hard you try to find this, your extremely traumatizing upbringing and lac...