Kaneki Ken x Reader- The Relentless Battle

Looks like rain

"Ayato...I..." you were starting to say, but Kaneki came out upset.

"What the hell, telling my fiancé you love her, what are you trying to do?"

"Nothing, just being honest with her!"

"Yeah right, you just want to try and steal her away from me!"

Ayato came closer and balled up his fist grabbing onto Kaneki's shirt "Listen here you..." but you stopped Ayato and stepped in between the both of them. You kept Kaneki behind you and looked forward at Ayato, "Listen please..." you said as they calmed down a bit now.

"Now that I understand more, I realize that I can honestly say that I love you too Ayato. The way you took care of me and protected me stuck with me..." you said. You could feel Kaneki's anger rising as you said this.

"I just don't think I love you the same way you love me...In the end I'm really sorry Ayato, my heart belongs with Kaneki."

Ayato looked at you with despair, then looked away. "I get it...you're lucky Kaneki, don't ever let her go. She's...she's...she's fucking amazing..." Ayato said as a tear from his eye. He then took off, this time you let him go.

"Sorry Kaneki, I wanted to be honest and open with him, he deserves that after everything he did for me."

"You're right, I'm sorry I got so jealous"

"Don't be love"

Hinami came over and pulled you two back inside. "Come on, come on, we have a lot to plan!" She said excited.

You two looked at one another as Hinami dragged you both, smiling at one another you were both so utterly content with where life was going.

It was now the night before you were to get married. You two said goodbye to one another this morning, spending the last day before the big day apart. You were in bed trying to fall asleep but you couldn't, you just kept thinking about marrying Kaneki. The reason you knew about marriage was when you were little, you had a nurse assigned to specifically to you. She was always gentle and extremely caring towards you. She felt bad that you went through so much torment. She would tell you random stories that she'd make up while she would take care of you. Some she talked about you getting married to a prince and living happily ever after. "What's marriage?" You had asked. "Oh sweetie, marriage is..." and she proceeded to explain what marriage meant and the amount of love that should be present in order to say yes to marriage. "You think I'll ever get married nurse Yumi?" You remembered the look on her face, you didn't understand it then, but now you knew that she knew there was no way that was ever going to happen for you. She lied to you anyways and said, "Y-yes, of course me dear"

*knock, knock* you heard a knock at your window.

You rushed over to it and slightly cracked it open.

"You're not supposed to be here love..." you said.

"I know, I couldn't help it" Kaneki said, still staying hidden behind the wall.

"I'm glad you came, I was missing you so much."

"Me too love."

"Are you able to sleep?" You asked.

"No, I just keep thinking and thinking. I just can't seem to stop."

"What are you thinking about?"

"I keep remembering the first time I saw you."

"Oh my gosh tell me more!" you said excitedly sitting on the edge of the window seal.

"Well I'm assuming now that I first saw you when you had just escaped. I remember seeing you in that same liquor store where we last met. You were searching the aisles, intensely looking for something. I remember the first thing I thought about you was how beautiful you were. I wanted to talk to you, but I was too nervous, I really thought you wouldn't give me the time of day. I thought I missed my chance when I watched you leave that night, I regretted not talking to you because I couldn't get you out of my head. Then I went there again about a week later, and I saw you again, but this time you looked even better than before and again I was too nervous to approach you."