Let's Restart..? [Macaque x Monkey king]

Help pls (S4 Spoilers)

Yall... I can't do this anymore. I've been crying all night because of some dang Lego characters, like bro season 4 is breaking me like the mental trauma I have received is unacceptable, unbearable and astonishing like bro.
First of never in my life have I've kinned Macaque more than now. And have you all SEEN the way Macaque looks at Wukong? Atp they're cannon, and the way it's Cannon that Macaque actually missed Wukong in episodes 9-10 and he drew pictures of them together is emotionally deteriorating me, on the 23rd when I can actually watch the whole thing I promise you all ima be crying while watching it in class. And Mk becomes a Monkey? MACAQUE AND WUKONG R CONFIRMED NOT TO BE SWORN BROTHERS? Honestly all I said makes no sense but if you don't mind spoilers just watch it on tiktok and share my pain cause when I tell you I've been crying and overthinking so many scenes it's crazy.
And Macaque doesn't even get alot of screen time bc of the while VA thing... LIKE HAVE YALL SEEN ECLIPSE APPRENTICE ON YT? MACAQUE'S VA ON THERE SOUNDS KINDA SIMILAR ima making no sense pls help I just know s4 will ruin me.
And not my friend being a anti-shadowpeach shipper, like I hate it when people have opinions fr