Diary of an *insert qualities here* Person

Chapter 1

Friday July 2nd 2021

I made a plan to reinvent myself for the new school year. I don't really know why. It's mainly because my personality isn't very good, and I actually want to have friends and stuff.  I made a list for my new personality on a document. I'm also thinking of doing a trust test on one of my close friends. Lately, I haven't been 100% sure I can trust her. I'm thinking I'll tell her I like someone, and see if she tells anyone. If she's a real friend, she won't tell anyone. Anyway, I'm supposed to be getting ready for bed now so bye!

Wednesday July 7 2021

There isn't really much to write about. Today was just a boring day. It's raining right now. Last night there was a thunderstorm with so much rain that it sounded like a waterfall. I was actually scared for my life briefly. There isn't anything else to write, so bye.

Tuesday October 12 2021

I haven't written in a LONG time. I'm very sorry. I've been busy with school lately. So, more on that trust test thing I mentioned in July. I ended up telling my friend that I liked someone, and she totally believed me! Now I just have to wait and see if she tells anyone.

October 27 2021

Today I hung out with my friend (the same one I'm doing the test on). She's now shipping me with the guy I said I liked. Hopefully word doesn't get out like the last time I did this when I was like 7. Also, she likes this guy in my class (we'll fake name him John). I'm friends with him, so she always asks me stuff about him, and I know she LOVES him. She's being a bit weird about it . We also decided to maybe do a prank on two guys in our class. Instead of a secret admirer note on Valentine's day, we are going to give them "Secret Hater" notes instead, just because we hate them. I don't really want to actually do that though. It was just a funny thought.

October 27 2021

I don't know why I'm doing another entry today, but I am. I don't think John and I are friends anymore. Whenever I want to actually talk to him, he's always with his dumb friends. I've been spamming him for the past month. Maybe I should just ask him.

Tuesday November 9 2021

I have kind of a lot on my mind right now. Basically last night I had a traumatizing dream that scared me half to death. During the day I was just tired and wanted the day to end. In French, we played Go Fish. It's a stupid game, but we played it to practice oral communication or whatever. We were put into randomized groups. I hate random groups because I'm really bad at talking to people. I don't like the group I'm in because it's a group of 4 with THREE GUYS. There are only 7 in the class, and I got stuck with 3 of them. UUUGGHHHH.

Tuesday November 16 2021

Today I just randomly remembered that one of the popular girls in my class always brags about how many people like her. I don't really care that much, but it kind of just hit me that I have like 5 friends. Also no guys like me. I really couldn't care less though. My friend even told me, "No one thinks highly of you" That was definitely honest. I mean, she is right.

Wednesday November 17 2021

I am SO MAD at my teacher! I tried to act chill about the whole thing, but I'm FURIOUS! So, last week we started a PSA on kindness. I had almost finished it, and then my teacher collected them so we could continue on Monday. I wasn't at school on Monday, so I couldn't work on it. Then, yesterday I was the only one who hadn't finished. So on Tuesday, she asked me to work on it. I told her I didn't have it because she collected all of them. She went looking through her papers and COULDN'T FIND IT! She said she might have left it at home and that she'd bring it today. Then TODAY she told me she still COULDN'T FIND IT! Now I have to start all over again on a new sheet of paper. It's really weird and glossy. It doesn't work well with my alcohol markers.

Tuesday November 23 2021

I was supposed to walk home with my friend (this is getting annoying. She's the test friend, and her fake name is Julia), but she scheduled plans with her other friend AFTER we scheduled our plans, so we rescheduled. I hope we don't have to reschedule AGAIN. A lot of times, she says we can hang out, then schedules something else after we made our plans. It's really annoying.

Saturday November 27 2021

Today I started a manga collection. I currently have 5 volumes. I'm excited to collect more manga!

Tuesday November 30 2021

I hate my grandma SO MUCH! Why does she have to be so annoying? She annoys my sister as well. I wish she would just stop coming to my house six days a week. She's so freaking annoying! She's getting on my last nerve.

Author's Note: Hope you enjoyed chapter one! This is a little less than a quarter of my first diary. I'll try to update this story every week or something like that.

Thank you!