Lovely | B.E

T w e n t y - n i n e

So I've done soundcheck and everything went good. Luckily Thomas slept all the way through it so I'm in the lost and found in the arena. I've been looking for noise cancellation head thingies but I can't find any of his size.

And I know it's going to be loud. The lost and found is actually in the other side of where everyone is to line up and I can hear them singing already. You know what why not. I opened the window and since it was tinted no one thought of it. I opened it even more and that's when everyone screamed. Their lungs must be strong because damnnn they still have 4 hours till the opener comes on and I can hear some voices already fading.

After talking and taking photos I got back to the mission on hand. I actually do end up finding some which I am extremely grateful for. I find Reese playing with Thomas in the green room (which isn't really green). I made sure they fitted his head and put them to the side for later with my phone on charge.

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You said, "Don't treat me badly"
But you said it so sadly
So I did the best I could
Not thinking you would have left me gladly

I know you're not sorry
Why should you be?
'Cause who am I to be in love
When your love never is for me?
Me

Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I slightly sing to Thomas rocking him to sleep. While I was doing this Reese made him a little bed on the couch. So he had pillows all around him so he wouldn't fall off. Gently putting him down and pulling the blanket over him Reese pulls me into a hug which I reciprocate.

"You gonna be such a good mom, mamas" she mumbled into my head pecking it occasionally "that song you sang that's on your new album ain't it"

"Mhm, it is" i lift my head up slightly looking at her "I can't wait to tell everyone when I'm releasing the album tonight"

"Wait tonight?"

"Yep we've changed the set list so it's the normal songs except we took out watch and replaced it with a new song 'when the party's over' and then cause I know people will be recording no matter how much I tell them not too I can be like it's coming out in march 29th"

"I'm so proud of you"

"Huh"

"like you seem to think you have done nothing, achieved nothing" she put her index finger under my chin and pushed it up so I was looking back at her "but you've achieved more than people will ever in their life and your only 17. Don't put yourself don't by comparing yourself to people like Beyoncé and Justin Bieber. Everyone goes at a different pace just because people have achieved Grammys at your age doesn't mean you have to stick to the normality. Your on tour yes it may not be completely sold out but your on tour. I heard you the other night stressing over forgetting the lyrics on stage but you know what no matter what I'll love you and everyone else out there will love you" she ends the speech with a kiss which helped me hide the tears that were threatening to come out.

"I love you too" I cuddle back into Reese chest becoming closer if it was possible when we got interrupted by the knock on the door making us pull away.

"Come in"

"Miss Eilish, you have 5 minutes until your on follow me to set you up" he leaves shutting the door probably waiting on the other side.