Lovely | B.E

F i f t y - t w o

TW: slight mention of sick
Billie's POV

Another day on the tour means another day of soundcheck. I get out of the bunk and cross over to Reese's bunk kissing her forehead before seeing my babygirl in her cot still asleep. That's a first.

I grab a cold water bottle and sit up front with the driver for lil while. We have multiple conversations but he knows I'm not a morning person so we sit there in silence just watching the road ahead.

Everyone starts to wake up around 8/ half 8 ish so I start getting ready for the day. First thing first get Klara out of the cot now that she's crying. Have some cuddle time on the sofa while she watches Ben and holly on my phone.

Now time to feed and change her. I'll leave out those details for you. Next I take her to Reese's bed and she lies with mama for a while while I get ready.

Alright now I'm ready for soundcheck. You probably can't tell well because your reading what I'm writing but I'm feeling hella good today like more than normal. Maybe it's the fact that Reese is still with me but I'm not sure.

After we all got ready we start heading to the venue after a stop at the gas station for snacks. It took about 20 minutes and we made it finally. We went through the front since there was a delivery truck already behind there. As we were walking I have Klara on my hip and my left hand just dangling down. See usually we would hold hands but I don't know whether she wants to do that.

"Can I perhaps hold your hand" I ask her. God I feel like a high schooler asking my first girlfriend to hold hands

"You don't need to ask bozo" she grabbed my left with her right and instantly interlocked her fingers with mine.

"I just thought that-" I start explaining but get cut off

"Honestly bil its fine okay. Im over it"

Shes over it? Like fully? Right ive watched movies, ive read wattpad stories and ive read books but they are never over it by the next day. Maybe she never loved me. Maybe she is using this an excuse to isolate herself and break up with me gently. Here comes the spiralling.

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I just finished soundcheck and had to actually change quite a bit today but that's fine. I mean I don't put on the shows for money I do it so anyone who listens to me can feel connected but it's my stupid marketing team that makes the tickets more expensive than they need to be.

I found where Reese and Klara was at and joined them in the room. We didn't talk much but that was because Reese was currently doing work on her laptop meaning she had headphones in and Klara well Klara can only say a couple of words so.

I start scrolling through Instagram looking at fan edits when I got a notification that I got added into a group.

The girlz. How original. I click on it and it has pictures from the other night. Just looking at them you can tell we had a good time. They actually planned about going out on the upcoming Saturday so I might try to go I mean they are my friends. I just don't think Reese is going to trust me enough.

I saw my bag in the corner of the room so I go over and look through the stuff I brought. This bag usually has stuff I can do when there's nothing to do on tour. Things like Yahtzee, a yo-yo, a skipping rope for exercise, ooooo cards.

I pull the pack out and clear a bit of the table so I can build or attempt to build a pyramid. I lean the first two cards up together and to my suprise they don't fall. Usually it takes a couple attempts but not today suckers.

I'm on the 4th layer now. I've decided I wanna see how tall I can make it. I knew it wasn't gonna be as tall because once I got on my 2nd Klara came and sat near me looking at it. I know she's gonna knock it over. I place the last two cards on the top making the 5th layer.

I grab my phone and press record to remember the moment. I turn the camera to face Klara and she's sat there staring at the pyramid waiting to be told she can knock it down.

"Okay baby you can-" I don't even finish the sentance before she leans over and knocks it down giggling. "Oi you stinker who told you you can knock my tower down" i bent down tickling her joking around.

I pass her my phone with youtube on so
Shes entertained and i sit there trying to build the tallest tower i can.

A couple of minutes my phone starts blowing up. I grab it from Klara to see my Instagram going off. I open up the app and see people tagging me in Reese's video which is of me and Klara messing around. I look up at her to see her smirking at me so I smile back and pass my phone back to Klara with the video she was previously watching.

"You know I love you twos relationship" she smiles. I walk over to her putting her laptop on the sofa and straddle her. "I love your relationship with her too" we kiss for a little until we hear a throwing up sound. Klara being sick. Damn homophobic much. Nah she's probably ill.

"Aww baby" I pick her up and start changing her out of the sick filled clothes. I grabbed my phone putting it to a side reminding myself I need to wash that as well.

We get her all changed and just cuddle her. I got someone to go and get some calpol as well since I didn't think to bring any. The only problem about Klara being ill is she's very clingy and it's only for me. She will refuse anyone and have a breakdown if I'm not touching her for more than 10 minutes. So for me to have a show in an hour isn't good. Hopefully I can get her to sleep beforehand.

Luckily Reese ain't working today apart from being my body guard so she can look after Klara while preforming and hopefully it will all go ok.

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We have the same set list as yesterday and  we are currently on 'when the partys over'

"Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin" i start singing while sitting on a stool when i feel someone pulling at my shorts. I open my eyes looking down to see Klara crying with her noise defenders on.

I pick her up bringing her to my chest rocking her back and for. Once i finish the song i glance off stage and see Reese holding the box of calpol.

"I'll be back everyone" I say into the mic before running of the stage clutching onto my baby. I sit down on the floor and start to try and get her to take her medicine while Reese sets up the microphone stand for when I go back on "come on baby take the medicine" i try push it into her mouth but she pushes her head into my chest practically hiding away from it. "Grandma can get you a lollipop later if you take it" with that she turns to me with her mouth open.

I grab the bottle of water ready to wash it down as i push the liquid out of the syringe making her frown at the taste. "I know love" once she swallowed and i made sure of it (thats what she said) i grabbed a bottle of her milk and head back onto the stage. Sitting on the stool.

"Do you want me to take her babe" Reese asked and i instantly feel her clutch get tighter

"No its okay she would probably cry the whole time anyway. I have like 3 songs left and they are all stool ones so i should be fine. I love you"

"Love you too" Reese pecks my lips before walking off the stage making everyone scream.

"Alright guys I hope you don't mind Klara being here for the rest of the show. She's really poorly and is clingy" the main response was no we don't mind but I'm gonna be honest no matter what she was gonna have to stay with me.

Throughout the last couple of songs Klara fell asleep. So I say goodbye to everyone and headed to the green room.

-1461 words
The next chapter is way better and petty. I can't wait to publish it