Fuck it

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Please put me in a medically induced coma
Don't make me live awake, I'm tired and I don't wanna

He sat down, exasperated, and smacked his head on the garage wall, cigarette in one hand, whiskey in the other.

'Sad and sour 24 fucking hours a day'
Bars and flowers on my album cover you don't play
'You make me worthless
What if I just threw you away?'

His 'boyfriend' lost his mother, so New York didn't blame him, but now all he did was drink and hit him. Maybe that was why he was such a dick to the other states...

"My clothes don't fit and I can feel my spine
I can't give up the drugs so I give up on life"

He whispered unaware of the ears that were listening from not too far away.

Please put me in a medically induced coma
Don't make me live awake, I'm tired and I don't wanna
'Bad memories on the forefront of my mind
I can't get 'em to leave and a peace I can't find'

All he could remember was where he was hit, used, and when he fucked up... Well, he didn't like remembering that.

"My bones are broken but I don't feel it
A high potential but of course I blew it"

He felt numb to everything. His arm was turning purple, which probably wasn't good... But he didn't care at this point.

Please put me in a medically induced coma
Don't make me live awake I'm tired and I don't wanna

Those ears that we're listening to? He was still unaware of and they were getting closer. Eager to find out what was wrong.

It'd be so easy to sleep but I can't
I can't hurt if I'm in a dream so that's the plan
"Existence is a problem that I know how to solve
My life would be better if I wasn't involved"

New York could almost swear he heard a voice, or a gasp was it? Shit.

I know it sounds crazy but lately, oh baby
I wish someone would know how to save me, please save me so

He stopped talking, why the fuck was anyone else outside?! Hell, he was sure everyone else was supposedly gone doing their own shit!

Please put me in a medically induced coma
Don't make me live awake, I'm tired and I don't wanna
It be so easy to sleep but I can't
I can't hurt if I'm in a dream, so that's the plan

"The fucks there?" he called out.
And who was he met with? None other than, of course. Great. Fucking great. Florida. There was no way in hell he was gonna keep his mouth shut about this.

Please put me in a medically induced coma
Please put me in a medically induced coma
It'd be so easy to leave but I can't

"Look, uh, I know I'm not the best at this whole comforting thing but, uh, shit," he muttered. "Do you want like, a hug?" New York almost laughed.

'I'll still hurt if you're not with me, so fuck the plan'

Not only was Florida stuttering he was trying to comfort him?! It seemed genuine, so maybe? No. Absolutely not. "Fine."
"We should also get you to the hospital, your arm looks like it was smashed by a decompression chamber!"

~~~|A/N|~~~

Last chapter for today! Hopefully, y'all enjoyed my little long-awaited writing spree, if you didn't well I'll be posting more! I promise!

Ear food and drink water.

Edit: I meant eat food and and drink water but one of my friends commented and now it wouldn't be the same if I fixed it so, ear food yall.

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