how do u ask someone for their eyes?
how do u ask to see what they see?
what is it like, to have clear vision?
to see the world in clarity
in vibrant colors
i cant see it
i cant recall what color the sky is
what is it like, to stand on the ground?
to feel ur feet on the hard surface
to touch things
to feel things
i cant seem to feel anything
i am floating around
like i reside in a bubble that cannot break
what is it like to have a conversation?
to feel connected to a person
to feel understood and want to be with them
i have never felt that
i feel so far away from everyone around me
they could be right next to me and i would still feel thousands of miles away
like im looking through a cloudy window
or underwater
do i even exist?
did i die?
was i already dead?
is this all a dream, an illusion?
why cant i see?
