patchwork child

hard

simple things
small, not given thought
like getting out of bed
like taking a shower
like changing clothes
easy things
like eating full meals
like making it through the day
like being honest
am i doing it wrong?
maybe i am ruined
is everyone in on some secret?
why are daily tasks like torture?
the best i can do is wake late
my all equates to a shower each few days
i must be some sloth
why is it all so hard?