be known
be cared for
be loved
words, words, wordswords they spiral
up and down
down and through the ground
plummet to rock bottomempty stomach
emptier heart
no words could fill
no food tastes goodstand atop some tall something
begging for the courage
begging to be piled up along
all bloody, gory suchempty stomach
fill with vices
blurry, shaky ecstasy
try hard forgettingwords marked good
those words stab deep
wishing for nothing at all
wishing to be for once