fear
most primal emotion
it ruins everything you hold dear
feeling like drowning in an ocean
scared of love
scared of every person
but its these things i dream of
as i age it only seems to worsen
i try to get close
but then the battle begins
fear deals a lethal dose
always the side that wins
i hate to be left alone
but i always run away
my mind never feels like my own
all i really wanted was to stay
it's too late now
my walls are built up high
fear will never allow
so i bid my dreams goodbye
please never say you love me
i don't think i can take it
there's no way to be free
i'll push away bit by bit
i'm sorry, i really am
i always love so much it hurts
but fear puts up this dam
my feeling always inverts
i'll stay closed
labels are omitted
or else you'll be disposed
attachment can never be permitted
