"listen to ur heart"
but what if i cant find it
what if its covered in band-aids that never fixed anything
what if its made of stone but still finds some way to ache
what if i forgot about it
what if its full of yearning but never happiness
what if i abused it because i am addicted to my own destruction
what if i pulled it back when it raced
what if i locked it up and threw away the key
what if i imagined it being ripped out of me
what if i ignored it
what if i wished it would stop beating
what if it speaks a language i dont understand
what if it went mute a long time ago
how do i listen to it now?
