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Kyah Richardson " Congratulations Kyah Richardson. You've been accepted into Spellman College.."
I didn't go to school today due to morning sickness. I was doing online assignments until I received the email I've been waiting on. I've been accepted into my dream college. I started to get excited until I looked down at my stomach realizing that I was carrying my baby boy. How was I going to attend college and take care of a baby? Dru will be back and ready to play college football soon so how would this work? I slammed my computer with frustration and simply laid down and closed my eyes. I rubbed my belly and instantly started to calm myself down. I got a couple kicks from baby boy which let me know exactly what I was going to do, graduate high school and raise my baby. Although Spellman was my dream college, I had more important things to focus on as of now. Everyone wanted to go out bowling later on after school, so I just napped until then.
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Dru Brown Lately, everyone in the house been bonding so later we were going bowling and out to eat just for fun. I was sitting in my highschool football coach's office talking to him about everything going on. I told him everything from the shooting to Kyah and the baby. He told me that I was a strong individual. He said that even with these changes and obstacles, I would be great regardless. I had major love for Coach Franklin for real, he's like the father figure I needed. We wrapped up our conversation and I headed home to Kyah so we could get ready for tonight. I was driving home when I got attachments sent to my phone from an unknown number. I clicked the messages to see it was Haylee sending me nudes again.
Unknown : miss me? ;) xoxo
I exited out of my messages and turned the music up on the radio. Dead Trolls by NBA Youngboy was playing.
Tell the motherfuckin' police pick me up I got them youngins goin' crazy, tryna blitz something Mad man, nigga don't hear no talkin' when Lil Top come Haha, bitch, I want you act like you wan' do somethin' I see murder in my eyes Pussy nigga, you ain't sayin' nothin' Inside, got these niggas waitin' up in line Catch 'em bad and end up sprayin' somethin'
I pulled up at the house and went inside. Everyone was chilling doing homework in the living room so I joined. Once everyone finished their work, it was 5:30. We all started to get dressed and ready to go enjoy ourselves. I decided to put on a simple black Nike hoodie and sweats with my black Nike slides to match. Kyah also decided to dress comfy and put on a Nike outfit to match. Once everyone was ready we headed towards the bowling alley.
Kyah Richardson It was me, Dru, Kolby, Jaliyah, Asia, Taylor, Dania, and a couple of football players from school. We all were having fun at the bowling alley and decided to do a couples challenge to see which partner was better at bowling. Winner would get head tonight and the loser would have to pay for dinner. I couldn't really bowl because I was pregnant and both Dru and Kolby were at risk because of their injuries but we still joced and played anyways. I sat down for a bit and grabbed Dru's phone to post myself on his story. As soon as I opened his phone, my chest began to burn and tears ran down my face. WHY THE FUCK IS HAYLEE SENDING HIM NAKED PHOTOS OF HER? I powered his phone off and placed the phone on the table. I took off my bowling shoes, changed into my regular shoes and walked up to Dru.
" Give me the keys" I commanded
" Damn ma, you okay? Something or somebody pissed you off?" he said raising his eyebrows
" Dru just give me the keys before I cause a scene"
He handed me the keys and I walked outside towards the car. Once I got in I broke down and cried.
" miss me ?? ;) " replayed in my head over and over. HOW COULD HE? He could he do something like this to me while I'm pregnant with his child? How could he humiliate me like that with an ex he swore to God he hated. I saw everything in their messages, the hotel room number, the pictures .. I couldn't believe Dru. I continued to cry in silence until I heard a knock on the window and saw that it was Dru. I unlocked the car to let him inside. My blood began to boil as he sat down in the driver's seat of his car.
" Bae, what's wrong? Everyone's worried" he said
" Dru unlock your phone" I said calmly
He did exactly what I said and unlocked his phone. Him and Haylee's messages were still sitting on the screen as I left it. He saw the messages and panicked.
" Ky, it's not what you think-"
" Take me home Dru. We're done. I don't wanna hear it."
" Ky-"
" DRU TAKE ME THE FUCK HOME! " I yelled
He crunk up the car and took me home. The car ride was silent no one said a word to each other. I didn't want to hear anything he had to say. All it takes is one screw up with me and you're done. I rubbed my belly the whole way home trying to keep myself calm so I wouldn't stress out my baby. Once we got to the house, I immediately went inside and started throwing out Dru's belongings. There was no need to talk about anything, I was done with him.
" Kyah can we please talk about this?" he came in my room and said as I put his clothes in a trash bags.
I ignored him and continued packing his stuff up. He walked over towards me and wrapped his arms around my waist, rubbing my stomach. I immediately removed his hands and asked him to leave.
" So that's it? You done with me?" he said forming tears in his eyes
" Yes" I simply said and closed the door in his face.
I watched as he put the bags into his car and drove out of the driveway. I dragged myself to the bathroom and took a shower. I broke down in the shower and just cried my eyes out. I sat on the floor of the shower crying letting the water run down my body. My first boyfriend, my child's father, the person who took my virginity hurt me in ways I didn't think he could. I will never trust another nigga again after this. I will never love again after this heartbreak. This feeling that I was feeling was like no other. I could be attending Spellman after graduation but I was stuck with a baby. My life is ruined. I began to gather my thoughts and came to one conclusion, to get an abortion. If Dru wanted to cheat and have fun he can do that. I refuse to be giving up my dreams for someone who doesn't truly love me. I couldn't bring a child into this world knowing that his parents weren't in sync and well fit to take care of him. I got out the shower and threw on a plain white oversized shirt. I locked my bedroom door and climbed in bed. I had 20 missed calls, 54 messages, and 5 voicemails. I put my phone on Do Not Disturb and picked up my computer. I went to the Planning Parenthood website and scheduled an appointment for an abortion. I was currently 13 weeks which means I have a week before I can legally have an abortion. I confirmed the appointment and closed my computer. I laid down in my bed that smelled like Dru and cried myself to sleep. My son will be better off at peace than to enter in this fucked up world.
