Nia Richardson
5 years of my life have been taken away from me. I missed out on so much and I hate that I couldn't be here to be a mother to my children and the best woman for Kenneth. The story behind my "death" was that I committed suicide, but in reality I had been kidnapped, raped, and held hostage. I was so young and dumb, trying to be hard and Kenneth's ride or die chick and got myself in sticky situations. Dino, Kenneth's enemy was trying to kill him back in 2017, I tried to stop it on my own and ended up in 5 years of abuse, rape, sadness and depression. Dino kept me in a basement for 5 years, locked away from the world. The only time I was able to get fresh air would be when he would come down and bring me to the bedroom to have sex with me. How did you escape? you might ask, I killed him. While we were having sex I stabbed him multiple times and escaped as fast as I could. I bet you right now his men are looking for me and know exactly where I am. I have to tell Kenneth before things get out of control. Today, the family were going bowling just to spend time with each other and catch up. The kids and Kenneth know about the abuse and kidnapping, but I haven't told them about my 2 year old daughter, Alaya. Yes, I have a child with Dino. Yes, I know me and Kenneth just got married but I didn't expect him to marry me that instant. Alaya is with her aunt Toya, who is my best friend. Toya was all of my children's god mother. She was the only person who knew about what happened to me. Once I was reported missing, Dino set up this big plan to make it look like I committed suicide. How he did it I have no idea but I am free! We were all grabbing our shoes from the counter at the bowling alley about to have fun bowling. It was nice to finally be with family and also to be here when my first grandbaby is born.
" KyKy, can I speak with you?" I tapped Kyah and said.
" Hey ma, is everything okay?" she said looking at me concerned
" Yes, everything's fine baby I just wanted to let you know how proud of you I am. I know you wasn't expecting motherhood so early on but you're going to be the best mother."
Kyah hugged me tight and I kissed her on her forehead and we headed towards the boys to start bowling.
Jaliyah Thompson
" Well Ms. Thompson, I've looked over your examinations and discovered that you're infertile and will not be able to have any children. I am so sorry. We can discuss adoption or a therapist you can see to deal with this disturbing news." my gynecologist said
I broke down immediately once she said infertile. I skipped family day to come get a check up. I've been having weird menstraul issues and bad cramping for a couple months now and I began to be concerned, so I came here. I wanted children with Kolby. I want to start our own family. Kyah is starting her own, why couldn't I have the same ability? I wasn't here on earth right now, my mind is cluttered with emotions and thoughts. My gynecologist was still talking to me but I wasn't trying to hear anything she was explaining or saying. I hopped down from the examining table and grabbed my purse.
" Ms. Thompson, I really think we should continue this conversation. You seem very upset and I don't want your emotions to take over and you do something you regret. Please sit back down."
" There's nothing else that can be said. I can't have children, end of discussion." I said opening the door and walking out of the building.
Nothing positive has happened since my mom passed. I met my dad and brother but they're both MIA, mom is dead, I have no family, and now I can't have kids. Hell, it wouldn't surprise me if Kolby leaves me or cheats on me after I tell him once I get home. Once I got in my car I sat back and let all the tears I had left roll down my face. I couldn't go home feeling or looking sad. I wanted to be strong and move on from this. I mean, Kyah is about to give birth to my godbaby soon, that's considered having a "child" right? I crunk up my car and bagged out of the parking garage and headed home.
Kyah Richardson
" OMG, I've been looking for this everywhere!! Thank You Mommy!!" I said amazed over all of the baby gifts my mom bought for little man.
No, me and Dru still don't have a name but Druzel (Dru's real name) is a possible pick. We were laughing and talking in the living room when Jaliyah came home.
" Hey y'all" she said quickly and went straight upstairs.
Kolby and I looked at each other and knew that something was wrong. We both got up from the couch and went upstairs to see what was wrong with Jaliyah. I knocked on the door and she told us to come in.
" Everything okay ma?" Kolby said hugging her
Once Kolby pulled her into a hug, Jaliyah started to cried causing me to join the hug. We were hugging for about two minutes until Jaliyah started crashing out and flashing on everybody.
" Everybody get the fuck out of here! LEAVE ME ALONE!" she hollered and said
" Jaliyah what is wrong with you? I've never seen you like this." I said trying to hug her again.
She threw up her hand in my face, pushing me away from the hug. My feelings were hurt at this point and being pregnant with all of these emotions didn't make it better. A few tears fell and Kolby came over to rub my back.
" Tuh, y'all worry and comfort this bitch so much! You know what my problem is Ky? YOU! Miss perfect, got the dream boy, baby, cheer captain, Spellman scholarship, nice house, money, family.. it's bitches like you that disgust me. You get everything you want but what do I get? A dead mother, infertility, and NOTHING!" she said all up in my personal space.
I didn't know what to say I was speechless. My mom, dad, and Dru were standing by the door witnessing everything Jaliyah had told me. I couldn't look at her right now so I just removed myself from Kolby's room.
" You deadass wrong for that Jaliyah " I heard Kolby say
I went to the bathroom and ran some hot water so I could take a shower. I stripped off my clothes and stepped in the shower and began bathing myself. About 5 minutes later, Dru came in with me.
" You okay?" he said lifting my chin up so I could look at him in his eyes.
I shook my head no and he pulled me in and hugged me tight. Tears began to flow as I thought about every last word Jaliyah just said to me. I understood her frustration, I couldn't imagine what's going on in her head but why take out your frustrations on the person who's supposed to be your bestfriend? Dru and I finished taking a shower and got ready for bed together. I climbed in bed waiting on Dru to come back with my night snacks that I loved as I found a movie or tv show for us to watch. Dru came back with my Funyanns and a Slim Jim with cranberry juice, and climbed in bed. I chose The Boondocks on Hulu and we cuddled watching that until there was a knock on the door.
" Come in" Dru said and Jaliyah and Kolby entered the room.
I sighed and pause the show waiting to her whatever else Jaliyah had to say for the night.
" Ky, I'm sorry okay? I didn't mean to hurt your feelings or say all of the bullshit I said, today has just been one of those days. I found out that I couldn't have kids and got jealous because of you and Dru. I wanted the same with your brother but it doesn't look like that's going to happen so moral of the story is I am really sorry for flashing on you like that. Please forgive me."
" Okay." I said dryly and they both left the room.
I wasn't trying to stress myself out over the situation anymore, it is what it is, you know? I didn't want to argue or yell with her, a simple okay would settle. I resumed the tv show and ate my slim jim while playing in Dru's hair while he watched sports stuff on his phone. I can't wait to drop and have my baby boy and start my family.
