Kyah Richardson
Today I am 36 weeks pregnant, which means baby boy would be here in about 4 weeks. I'm excited but also scared as hell. One, I couldn't see myself pushing no baby out my whoha and two I just couldn't believe I'm about to be a mom. Dru hasn't been texting or calling which is good and me and Lando are doing perfectly fine. Today was the day of my baby shower. My mom, Asia and Jaliyah planned everything and did the decorations so I know it will be beautiful. Since everything was being done at my house I spent the night with Lando which I've been doing for the past week anyways. I loved it over there, it's really my second home lol, I always get spoiled and have my way when I'm with Lando. He buys me everything and anything I want and never throws it in my face or asks me to pay him back. Sometimes he buys things with out me even asking. Each and everyday we're learning and growing together and loving each other more. I was getting dress in the bathroom when there was a knock on the door.
" Ma, we need to be leaving soon. Ma dukes just called and told me everybody starting to arrive." Lando said peaking his head through the door.
I hurried up and finished flat ironing my hair and lotioning my body and adding my perfume. I grabbed my purse and we left the house, heading towards my parent's house. Once we arrived, everyone was outside waiting for us to pull up in the driveway. Lando opened the passenger door and everyone welcomed me like the paparazzi. All I could was smile and tear up, I never knew I had so many loved ones and supporters. We all walked towards the back to the backyard where everything was held. I sat in my throne up front and everyone started to come by and congratulate me with hugs and kisses. My mother fixed me a plate of food and I walked around and communicated with everyone. After a while of talking and laughing with family and friends, it was time for the baby shower games. I had fun watching my family and friends eat chocolate that looked like poop, drinking apple juice out of baby bottles, and guessing my baby bump size. Jaliyah, Asia, and Nia then out did themselves baby I tell you that. We were getting ready to open gifts when everyone stopped and stared at someone walking behind me. I stopped opening gifts to see Dru and his momma plus Dream, walking in. I didn't want him here, I didn't want anyone of them here. I couldn't blame Dream because of her mom and brother's actions, but as the grandmother and father of my child I expected way more from them. More support and love, that I have not been receiving. I didn't want them here. I called my mom over by me and whispered in her ear.
" I don't want them here. I won't be happy if they stay here." I whispered
She nodded her head and asked them politely to leave. Even though my mom asked politely and even whispered so that it wouldn't be broadcasted, Dru and his mother got ignorant.
" REALLY KY? I CAN'T BE HERE FOR MY SON? YOU SO BULLSHIT!! I HATE YOU BITCH I HOPE YOU AND THAT BABY DIE!" Dru said walking towards me like he was about to do something to me.
My whole family stood in front of Dru so that he wouldn't be able to get to me.
" Look nigga we gon ask you again to leave. You chose your side, go be with them other niggas." Kolby said pointing a gun towards him.
I was so numb to the point to where I couldn't even react to what he just said. He's said and done so much that I couldn't even be hurt by him anymore. Wishing death on me and HIS child was the last strike though, he most definitely won't be around my child. I got up and went by my family to face Dru myself.
" Kolby put the gun down" I asked and he put the gun down. " Dru, as of today you don't have a child, you don't have a son or babymomma or none of that. You'll never see your son as long as I have breath in my body. " I said to him and went to my bedroom.
I climbed in my bed and lay down to let my mind take over. I just couldn't believe this was how it was going to be, me being a single mother. My pride is too big to let everything Dru has done slide. I hated that for him but he brought it on himself. I couldn't bring my baby into this fucked up life. I want nothing but peace and love wherever he comes. Tomorrow, I am putting a restraining order on Dru and his family and that will be the end of that. Right now my main focus is my baby boy. I was drifting off to sleep when I felt people climbing in my bed. I looked up to see Lando, Jaliyah, and Kolby lay next to me and we drifted off to sleep.
