"There are moments like these when all I want to do is isolate myself. I feel life crying, but I can't really let out any tears. It's strange. I just want to crawl in my back and lay there for hours. Spend an entire night awake. Thinking. Finding shelter in the only place I have ever felt safe and welcoed. Spend periods of time so long without blinking and staring in vain, that my eyes would be red and hurting. Just thinking, Forgiving myself for all the times when I could've done something and I didn't, for the times I let others and myself down.
For being human.
Finding solutions to all my current problems. And most of all, believing that there is nothing on the outside that needs fixing or improvement, but only the need to evolve and grow as a human being and a brillaint ray of sunshine.
So in the end, when the darkness fades, I would get up , go to the window and watch another marvellous 6 a.m ."
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A few things I would like to confess.
EspiritualIt's my chance to say what I think.
