I held it in because I was outside, surrounded by people, also talking to someone. I hid the tremor in my voice, I gulped back the tears, I got up, said goodbye to the only person that feels like is really there for me and left. I walked a few steps and loneliness stroke,heartbreak stroke, fear stroke, desertion stroke, fear of loss stroke suddenly and all at once.
You are on the street. You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, there are eyes watching.
You are almost home. You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, there are ears listening.
You are home. You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, there is a mother that will wonder what has happened.
You have to hide. You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, because you don't want to burden those who love you.
You have to keep quiet. You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, because they are already crying their eyes out behind closed doors.
You have to be happy . You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, because you are their strength right now.
Hold on and hold tight. You can't start bawling your eyes out girl, because you also have to be yours.
