Trauma's Temptations (Deku x Winged!Reader [ft. Shigaraki])

Vision

Day 5

You opened your eyes, Shigaraki no where to be found as you sat up in the bed. You looked around only then realizing that you no longer had your blindfold on.

The room you were in was pretty much as you expected. Small but not too small. There was a tv sitting on an entertainment center, a end table by your bed with a rose inside a vase, a dresser, and a desk you hadn't noticed until now.

The window behind you above your bed got sunlight but there was something over it to keep you from seeing out. You stood up, walking into the bathroom and looking at your small wings that Shigaraki had caused.

None of the feathers would respond to you. They wouldn't stiffen or fall or detach. They were all too small to do anything. You stared at yourself in the mirror.

Deku... where are you...

You covered your face as you sighed. "I miss you Izuku..." You groaned as you went to leave the bathroom. Just noticing Shigaraki as he stood leaning against the door of the bathroom. His white hair splayed carelessly on his head. A tight black t-shirt and black jeans complimenting the muscles you had seen during the war.

"Izuku Midoriya and you really were a thing?" He said as he stared at you with his piercing red eyes.

You practically slammed the door in his face after he finished talking. "KNOCK. That was extremely creepy, crust face! And we are a thing! Me and Izuku been dating for months!"

You heard Shigaraki sigh and step back from the door and you heard three soft knocks. You got slightly annoyed but couldn't help but smile. Catching yourself smiling you smacked yourself.

Villain! He is a villain. Not cute. Villain. Ugly. Evil.

"I'm sorry." He said behind the door, catching you off guard as you stared at the door. "I put breakfast on the desk if you wanna come out and eat with me." He said softly.

Your stomach growled as he mentioned food. You cussed your gut as you slowly opened the door but didn't look at him. "Fine." You muttered as you moved past him and went towards the desk.

Two wooden chairs sitting side by side and two plates with eggs and bacon with two cups of juice sat on the table.

You took a deep breath and sat down, taking a bite of the eggs as you tried not to even remotely seem happy about finally eating solid foods. Shigaraki sat by you after he clicked the tv remote and turned the tv on.

After you were both done eating, you and Shigaraki watched tv while sitting on your bed. Occasionally, he would make small moves towards you. A kiss on the cheek before he left the room, putting an arm around you, playing with your hair, touching your wings.

The entire day was just full of small gestures, actions, and respected boundaries. It was weird.

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Day 6 Afternoon

The day after slamming the bathroom door into Shigaraki's face, you watched news on Deku and his new vigilante acts. Shigaraki walked in, sitting by you on the bed.

"You know... the heroes know that you were taken..." Shigaraki said a bit silently. You glanced over at him.

"Deku doesn't."

"All Might follows him almost constantly. He knows."

"No. He doesn't."

"All Might has been on the news talking about you." Shigaraki said as he caught you off guard, pulling you into his lap. "Deku knows." He said again as his lips pressed against the back of your neck.

You darted off the bed and towards the tv, chills running all over you body. "Can... you please leave... I... don't..." You could barely speak as you watched the news.

You weren't stuttering because you were upset at what Shigaraki said. Some part of you... believed him. You were stuttering because you were fighting the fact that you couldn't understand why... that when he touched you... kissed your cheek... or treated you... well, nicely... you actually enjoyed it. You craved it.

I love Izuku

You told yourself as Shigaraki walked up beside you, kissing your head as he walked towards the door. "If you need me, yell my name." He said as he walked out.

You sat on the bed as you watched the bad footage of Deku on the screen. Eventually, as night fell, you laid down and fell asleep.