❝𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄, 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓?❞
❝𝐈 𝐖𝐎𝐍'𝐓.❞
Lies.
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"I love you..." You whispered and leaned close, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. It caught him by surprise, but he quickly kissed back. It was supposed to be a sweet...
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▍japan, ua high 𝐎 𝐒 𝐇 𝐔 𝐍 𝐢. 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐲𝐚 20. ✿ ↬
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𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐋 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 in session, the late afternoon of Monday had arrived and you returned to that expensive and private ivy league school known as UA. Today, as every school day the last two hours of the school day, was another Hero Course Training session. And today, it was with All Might, the number one hero in Japan. The sky was pretty, the sun was beaming, and your menstrual was kicking your ass.
Ever since that beautiful and perfect in every way, kiss that you shared with your best friend, Izuku, you had distanced yourself. And it was quite obvious for more than him already knowing the reason why. You haven't texted or called him much, you did pick him up for school but it was awkward, he's hardly spoken to you, and you won't be next to him for longer than a minute, tops. So yeah; it was quite obvious.
The kiss was a mistake, partially. You didn't mean to kiss him. Well, you did, but not like that. There was no talk, feelings were expressed, verbally at least. No relationship status was talked about or changed, and honestly you weren't sure if you were ready for that conversation. Not after that kiss. It messed everything up for you. You and your damn emotions. He was right, you are sensitive.
What might be the worse part of it all is that you did not regret it, and you missed it. You didn't regret pressing your lips against his, feeling the softness, tasting his sweetness. You missed the feeling, you wanted it again. And you wished you could feel regret, but you couldn't. You got a glimpse of what you wanted for sometime, of what you could have, of what could be yours.
It wasn't like your shared first kiss, back when you were both twelve and eleven years old. You shared it so he could stop being picked on, and it was cute. It was adorable. It was innocent. Pure, even. But you're older now. The kiss you shared wasn't for someone else or a certain cause, it was for yourself.
And all that to say, you like him. Hell, you loved him. You've felt these strong feelings for him for years. And you wanted him, all of him, completely. But for some reason, you were scared. That it could end horribly. You officially ruined your friendship.
Once friends establish romantic feelings, the friendship is gone. It doesn't matter whether the other reciprocates it or not, that friendship is gone. You can never go back to how you once were, if you truly loved them, you can never be friends again. And if that person does reciprocate it, you have to please the universe that the relationship never ends, because you can't come back from that. As stated, the moment romantic feelings get involved, friendship is over, in all forms.
