A complicated life

Playtime

Y/n's pov:

Your gaze was fixed on the ceiling as you lay in your bed. The cool air in the room brushed your naked shoulder and gave you goosebumps or maybe it was the light touch of the assassin's fingers on your shoulder. Either way, it was a good feeling. Your little playtime had started in the locker room by the swimming pool and had ended in the bed of your shared room. It was an intense experience. You had to admit it was the best sex you had in ages and now you were enjoying the soft touches of your playmate while she pressed her naked body against yours.

"Why did I do it? I could've slept with anyone but I decided to sleep with her again." You thought and closed your eyes.

Dami's finger drew small circles on your shoulder while her breath tickled your neck. Her head rested on your other shoulder and the weight of her body on yours made you relax. Suddenly she let her hand grab your neck and started to nibble on your earlobe.

"You want more? I thought you were satisfied with the way you screamed my name." You chuckled.

"I did not scream your name." The assassin replied and placed wet kisses on your neck and jaw.

"Yes, you did." You pointed out.

"Maybe I should make you scream mine," Dami suggested and with every kiss, her lips came closer to your mouth.

She kissed the corner of your mouth and was about to place her lips on yours but you turned your head to the side. Her lips kissed your cheek instead of your mouth and she seemed to be disappointed. You didn't want to make another mistake. The sex you had with her was great but deep inside of you you thought that it was wrong but still something made you do it. You didn't believe in a higher power but something for sure wanted you to be with her and it just was your ego.

"As tempting as this is I think we should stop for tonight." You said as Dami pulled back.

She replied nothing and seemed to respect the boundaries you just set. With a swift movement, you made your bodies switch positions. If Dami was surprised she didn't show it.

"I will leave now." You explained after you had looked far too long into her brown orbs.

The assassin nodded and you stood up.

Dami's pov:

She wachted as Y/n put on her underwear. The passion they exchanged earlier had lasted at least two hours and Dami never had felt this good while having sex. It was like Y/n knew exactly what to do.

"I feel so connected to her. Like I'm aligned with her. Only she can make me feel so safe." Dami thought and her heart broke into a million pieces.

The fact that Y/n's fate was already decided made the assassin's heart burn.

"I have no choice. Either she dies or I will never be able to go back to the guild and see my brother again." Dami watched as Y/n picked her clothes up from the floor just to throw them into the laundry basket next to the closet.

The Harpy pulled fresh clothes out from the wardrobe. It was not her usual fit. The underboss had picked a white loose tank top and dark blue jeans. They were not as tight as her usual pants but Dami thought that the other woman looked hot as fuck.

"It was a long day. You should rest." The Harpy suddenly pulled Dami out of her thoughts.

"Yeah, but you should rest too. You look tired." Dami pointed out as she made herself comfortable in the bed.

Her body was covered with a soft duvet. Y/n glanced at her for a moment and grabbed her leather jacket and gun holster. Dami watched her put both of them on.