A complicated life

Together

Dami's pov:

The assassin could feel the butterflies in her belly. That was everything she wanted. Y/n was in love with her and that made her heart want to explode because of the happiness. Dami already knew that Y/n liked her but hearing the other woman finally confess was all Dami needed to feel love fill her entire body.

"But I fear all of that will never happen. My boss would kill us both and I can't risk something happening to you." Y/n said and leaned back.

Her eyes showed pain and sadness and tears started to form in them.

"I have to protect you that's why we can never be together." The underboss said and wanted to get up but Dami grabbed her waist with both hands and pulled her down again.

Y/n's pov:

As soon as you sat on her lap again the assassin wrapped her arms around you. Her face snuggled into the crook of your neck. You closed your eyes and let her hold you. It was hard to hold your tears back after what you just said. Pain filled your heart but you needed to let her go otherwise she would be in danger even if it meant to end the playtime with her.

"You know I'm right and if you want to end what we have then it is fine by me. I know how much it hurts if you can't be with the person you love so I think it is better if we avoid each other from now on." You mumbled.

You hesitantly hugged her back and once you held her close you let the tears fall.

"I can't. I can't stay away from you." Dami said. "I want you so bad that it hurts when we are not in the same room. You are always on my mind. How will I ever be able to let you go? How will I ever be able to ignore my feelings for you?"

"We have no other choice." You replied and pulled back.

Dami looked straight into your eyes and you noticed the sadness in them.

"I can't live without you." The assassin leaned closer and pressed her lips against yours.

"No, we should stop. This is not helping." You said after a few kisses and pushed her back.

"We can hide our relationship. No one needs to know. Just the two of us." Dami had a pleading look in her eyes.

"Yubin-" You started and shook your head but Dami grabbed your face with both hands and kissed you forcefully again.

This time you gave in and let your lips move against hers until both of you needed air.

"Don't you dare tell me that you don't want this?" The assassin let her thumbs brush over your cheeks.

Of course, you wanted a relationship with her but protecting her was more important. You looked away and said nothing. It was hard for you right now to not break down.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't want to be in a relationship with me," Dami demanded.

"You know that would be a lie." You replied and finally looked into her eyes.

"Then why don't you give us a chance? Why do you hesitate?" The assassin asked.

"It could end badly for the both of us." You explained. "My boss is already not a fan of relationships within her employees and you are still some kind of an outsider. An enemy. As soon as she finds out she will throw us both into the pit."

"I'm willing to risk that because being apart from you is worse than anything else," Dami confessed.

Your heart filled with warm love and you knew her words were true. A sigh left your mouth as the assassin looked deep into your eyes.