unique lovers<3

chapter 2 part 6: situationship

the next day, me, Fiona and unfortunately Frank all went over to visit Lip and Ian at the group home. The two boys both saw Fiona and gave her a hug then Ian saw me and hugged my tightly like we hadn't seen each other in months, i looked over at Lip to see him already smiling.

"i missed you"Ian said smiling while pulling me in for a kiss.

"how are you doing?"i asked the boys.

"we are fine, it's a joke"Lip answered back at me.

"still serving that rotten porridge" frank butted in as we walked over to where we all was.

"you out on furlough" Fiona asked them.

"I've gotta work, he's got to finish parole hours"
Ian explained. After we talked for a little longer they had to leave so i wanted as Fiona hugged the two boys goodbye then Ian went over to me and gave me one last kiss before going back inside.

I met Ian later on at work and he was filling me in on what the group home was like,

"I mean there is just no privacy" Ian started "if I wanna jack off I got to do It in the bathroom"

"can't even begin to imagine what a pussy you would be in juvie" I laughed at him.

Ian threw a can of beans at me but I caught it luckily.

"hey my dad took my brothers on a run out of town for a couple days, so do you want ditch that dump and come crash with me" I said.

"hell yea"Ian laughed as it was a much better idea than the group home. Later on Ian snuck out the home and got to mine we ended up watching a movie and getting a little drunk.

"hey do you think we should have kids someday"Ian said facing me smiling, i never really thought of that question before.

"i guess, be a shity mum but it's whatever"i said laughing. that night i went home again as no one was at the Gallagher house , i woke up to someone continuously knocking on my window. It was Ian.

"hey"i smiled opening my window.

"i'm leaving town"Ian said.

"why?"i said not taking what he said seriously.

"army"

"you got to be 18 though"i shrugged.

"yeah I figured away around that" he replied smirking at himself.

"you serious, you're signing up?"

"tomorrow morning"

"that's a dumbass fucking move, how long Ian?"

"four year minimum"he said like it was no big deal. I had no idea what to say or even what to feel he was leaving me.

"what, your hoping I tell you not to go" i said with my voice getting shaky.

he shrugged like he didn't care.

"so that's it then, your just gonna leave me after everything we have been through. you were the one who told me to never give up on you"i argued, he turned around and walked of.

"don't"i said stopping him.

"don't what"

i could think about what to say so i did say anything and just watched him walk away. The next morning i figured i would go to the Gallaghers house to see if Ian was actually serious or even still there. I ran through the door which was unlocked and starting looking for him.

"you okay maddie?"Fiona questioned.

"has Ian gone?"i said ignoring her question.

"I don't think so, gone where"

"he didn't tell you?" I then said to her confused as to why he would just leave and not say anything.

"tell me what"

i didn't have time to answer i just ran upstairs to check if he was there, i checked every room. he was no where here.

I ran back downstairs "he's gone"i said as tears starting to fall down the sides of my cheeks, he left me.

it has been about two weeks since Ian left and he hasn't texted or called anyone , none of the Gallaghers have any clue where he is, i never told any of them as if he wanted them to know he should of told them himself, but i checked in regularly to see if they have heard anything.

this morning I walked through into the kitchen where Debbie, carl and fiona were. the house was quiet without the two boys as lip was at college.

"still nothing" I asked Fiona as she poured some me some coffee.

"nope sorry maddie" she said with a sad smile.

then carl came down stairs
"hey maddie seeing as Ian doesn't want you anymore why don't we go back up to my room" he said to me with a smirk.

"ew carl no, I have known u since u were 9. plus that's illegal seeing as I'm 18 now" I said with a chuckle. carl seems to think now that he is 12 and got body hair under his arms he can get any girl he wants,  and to add to it Debbie has now started dressing like a hooker since talking to Svetlana.

"don't worry mads i'm sure he's doing fine whatever he's doing, we'll update you when we hear something mkay"Fiona said as she walked out the door with Debbie and Carl.

"Oh and can u watch Liam today, thanks"Fiona added while shutting the door.

"well haven't been left with any choice"i muttered to myself, i guess it wasn't that bad after all I was skipping school today. I went up to Liam and went and sat next to him on the sofa and started watching tv with him.

"hey buddy, you promise not to every screw over girls like your brother Ian" I said to him smiling.

he didn't have any clue what I was on about but he still nodded, we carried on to watch tv for the remainder hours of when Fiona came back, i decided to go visit Lip as i haven't seen him for a while and ask if he's had any updates on Ian.

I got to his dorm room and knocked until he opened the door. "shit Madeline?"he questioned looking half asleep.

"yeahh hey?"i said awkwardly standing in the door way.,

"what u doin here?"he asked.

"ok i'll start of with the bad news..none of us have heard from Ian yet"i explained.

"shit"he muttered while shaking his head.

"how are things though?"he asked.

"well Fiona is boning her boss, Debbie is dressing like a hooker and carl is trying to get with me"i laughed.

"oh shit well I'm glad I'm not there to witness all of that" he laughed. after a while of catching up with Lip i decided to go back home and try call Ian, it went straight to voicemail.

"hey Ian it's me again, maddie. i just wanna know if your okay, and we're all so worried about you so call me. please i love you"

now all i can do is eventually wait for him to get back home or reply telling me he's okay.