unique lovers<3

chapter 3: part 4: bipolar

we got into the room and sat down while waiting for Ian to come over. I was sat next to his creepy man who was gazing over at me, creepy if you ask me.

"okay you need to push the fuck back nut job"i said hardly looking at him, Fiona kicked me.

"sorry" i shrugged as the man got up and left with out saying a word. "look it's fine you can keep staring at me, it's cool?"i said to the man who just ignored me. then we heard the doors opening it was Ian, we both looked over at him.

"there he is, hey how you doing sweet face"Fiona said giving him a hug.

"are we going home?"Ian asked.

"in a couple days, yeah. brought you a pie from work"she said, then he looked over and saw me i couldn't help but smile.

"and looks who's here!"Fiona said pointing to me.

i went over and hugged him tightly "hey Ian"i smiled into his shoulder, he just looked at me, must of been the medicine they had gave him.

"shall we sit?"Fiona said breaking the silence.

"yeah, let's sit, yeah."i said watching the two of them sit.

"you hanging in there?"i asked.

"mm-hmm"he nodded.

"food any good?"Fiona asked, his focus was just on the people playing tennis. we still spoke to  Ian as he carried on looking around the room.

"where's Yevgeny?"he then asked.

"he's at home. he's totally fine"i reassured him.

"your gonna see him real soon"Fiona then added.

he then got up and walked of. "where you going?"Fiona asked, getting up behind him, he turned around and said,

"i'm tired"while walking of.

"you okay?"Fi asked me.

"mm-hmm, yup"i nodded watching him walk away.

"it's just the sedation"Fi said.

i nodded , "i'm gonna, uh-i'm gonna go"i said walking of fighting my tears. it was horrible seeing Ian so out of it i just wanted to help him.

i went home shortly after leaving, came in drunk of my nut, just like my dad used to be when he was here. I had fallen on the floor creating a cut on my cheek, it continued to lay on the floor grabbing one of Ian's jackets he had left on the floor hugging it tightly falling asleep. i missed him so much and wished things would go back to normal.
——next day——
Fiona and Lip had invited me to go visit Ian like we did yesterday except he was getting discharged , it already hurt so much seeing him yesterday so i missed it this time. And instead i opened the fridge and got out a pack of beers and just drank.

suddenly i hear the front door slam open. it was Debbie.

"Ian send you?"I asked looking up at her.

"no Ian didn't send me, Ian flushed all his meds down the freakin' toilet. what happened to your face? "she said.

"uh, nothing i'm fine. what's up?"i asked.

"can you help me get these drugs?"she asked throwing over the empty pill bottles.

i looked closely at them. shit, they were meds for bipolar. i pointed over to my bedside table where my meds were kept "there".

"fine. when are you gonna come by to see ian?"she asked, "he's been home all day, maybe if you were there. did you guys break up your something?! because i'm pretty sure he didn't mean to kidnap your brothers baby!"