"maddie come on , hold up!"Ian said running after me.
"leave me alone, Gallagher"i sighed, getting in the elevator.
"it's just that i hadn't really thought this marriage shit through, i don't know i didn't think we were gonna be having this fucking conversation today."he explained.
"the why the fuck did you bring it up, the whole thing was your fucking idea, you talked me into this shit!"i argued.
"i know! i know.. Frank and Monica aren't exactly the fucking picture of marital bliss, okay? i don't really have a frame of reference to connect this shit to"Isn explained.
"oh poor fucking you Ian"i mocked.
"it's not personal mads"
i walked out the elevator to the bottom floor.
"maddie, i love you!"he shouted walking behind me.
"its-its marriage that i don't know if i love, you know? maybe i-i don't know but your right, it is really fucking important, and your really important to me so can we just talk about it for one second, please?"his voice cracked.
i turned to look at him "i want to know how you feel, you know?"he explained making me walk up to him.
i didn't exactly have the words, so i may have just accidentally pushed him down some stairs..
"ow fucking really, maddie"he wines holding his leg.
"obviously i want to get fucking get married to you Ian, you mean the world to me i wouldn't of said yes you fucking idiot"i chuckled helping him up.
"then let's still do this"he said kissing my lips softly.
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ok so turns out the little accidental push broke Ian's leg. i mean you could say i was a little pissed of about yesterday still.
as i was scrolling though my phone i heard a knock on my door to my surprise it was Ian.
He pulls out his hand with a shiny rose gold ring.
"here"
"the fuck is that? is this an engagement ring?"i laugh.
"no. it's a..promise ring"he smiles.
"you kidding?"i asked.
"no, i have one too see?"i pulls out a necklace which had the ring on it.
"alright look. Gallaghers and marriage they don't mix well. but a Gallagher keeps his promise. look do we really need a piece of paper from the state to say that i'm committed, I'm committed mads"he explained.
"a fucking promise ring Ian? we're not in high school anymore. i appreciate it and that you brought it for me so thanks but your not even wearing yours, you got it around your neck you can just tuck it in there and no one even has to see it"i shrugged.
"it doesn't matter where you wear it, it-it symbolises commitment, I'm not saying we're never going to get married"
"no your just saying you don't love me enough now to get married"i explained.
"and that's fine"i sighed.
"how do you know you love me?"Ian asked.
"like how do you really know, i'm bipolar, right? i don't know who i am from one day yo the next i can't guarantee shit. so why do you wanna spend the rest of your life with me?"he explained.
"how can you possibly know that me,that-that this all of me all fucking versions i am, hoe go you know that that's what you wanna spend the rest of your life with"he muttered tearing up a little.
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Romancethis is a story about two lovers struggling with mental health, and came from a two family's with hatred for one another's. this is a Gallavich story, so it has the story line of shameless (if you haven't watched shameless you might not know some o...
