Chapter 130

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I had a shit ton a bags in my hand. Could barely get through the door with this shit. The fact that I was excited ain't help me either. I couldn't wait to show Capri all the shit I got. Couldn't wait to tell ha how I felt. I was burstin with energy and I neva felt happier.

I was about to have a family a my own and the fact was actually sinking in.

"Pri!" I shouted, dropping the bags and lookin fa ha.

I ain't get an answer back but I could understand why. She probably wunt used to my approach since we ain't been talkin like that. It was only this morning we finally got a little comfortable with each otha.

"BAE!" I shouted out, runnin all around the crib, lookin fa ha. "I WANNA TALK!"

I went upstairs to find Pri laying on the bed. She'd been facing the wall and curled up into a ball. And she'd been laying on top of the bedding in such an awkward position. I almost wanted to laugh.

"What you doin ma? Get up!" I chuckled, sliding in next to ha.

I placed my hand on ha back and rubbed on it. But then I realized she mighta been asleep.

"You sleep?" I questioned, leaning over to see ha face.

She obviously wasn't cause she'd been staring into space.

"No." She responded before I got too close.

"So what you doin? I wanna talk to you." I chuckled, shaking ha by ha shoulder.

She stayed silent, still curled up in the ball. Ion know why I wunt catching nun a the signals she was throwin. Maybe I was blinded by my excitement, maybe I thought what I had to say would perk ha up.

"I been wanting to tell you this fa a while now but I ain't know how to say it...given our speakin terms. I love you so much Capri and I'm ready to have this baby with you. I- I- my reaction was dumb as fuck. But you gotta fa give me. I wunt so sure a myself but now that I am...I feel like we can move past this. We gone be the best parents eva. We gone raise this baby betta than our parents raised us and we gone be a big ass happy family. I love you! I love you! I love you!" I bubbled, unable to stop smiling. "I- I even bought the baby a shit ton a clothes and stuff. I picked up one outfit and couldn't stop. Gotta make sure my mini me looking fresh you know? She gone be matchin with ha daddy in the latest sneakas, jewelry, allat sh-"

Before I could finish talking, she cut me off. She'd been hysterically crying and now I'd finally been picking up on ha energy. Took me long enough to realize she wunt just laying down, she'd been sad.

"Baby what's wrong?" I questioned, furrowing my brows.

Ignoring me, she continued to cry. I never heard this come from ha before. Ha voice had been gone and raspy. Ha luh body had been trembling and under so much stress. I felt like I fucked up all over again.

"Did I- Did I say sum wrong?"

But she ain't answer me and she continued to cry. I felt sum in my chest. Sum was wrong and I was genuinely afraid of what it mighta been.

"C-capri talk to me." I stuttered, leaning over to look at ha face.

She'd been ugly cryin. Face all fixed and red. Snot runnin down ha nose. I ain't neva seen ha this bad in a real long time.

Taking my shoes off, I got in the bed with ha and picked ha up. Then I held ha in my arms and let ha cry into my chest. I rocked ha back and forth like a baby and let ha finish. I ain't like where this was goin. I didn't know what it meant but I knew sum terrible happened.

"I lost the baby." She cried.

My heart dropped and my head went blank fa a second. I couldn't process anything she said so I had to hear it again. There wunt no way she could've lost our kid.

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