if you see these men, RUN. || (DAVE EAST) (CHRIS BROWN)

Chapter 124

Capri Martin
It'd been a few days since I found out what Quentin was doing behind my back. Making me overthink and wonder if there'd been more. If he'd been making me look stupid for longer than I thought. 

It hurt to see him talk to another girl in that way. Cause had it been me fuckin another nigga, let alone talking or LOOKING at another nigga, he'd simply kill him. Granted, most of the contact he had with Amber was friendly but a good portion of it was flirty on both ends. And even more could've happened while they were hanging out. I had every right to react the way I did.

Broke his phone and everything. I didn't care that he had to get a whole new one. He fucked with the wrong girl.

Even though him and miss Amber "didn't do anything"...he still broke the common code in our relationship. And for that, I couldn't forgive him.

He hurt me and I've been on mute for a few days. Haven't spoken a word to anyone actually. Just laid in bed on my days off, went to work, did my online schooling and called it a week.

Watching my belly grow every single day and wondering what this baby was going to be. I was happy I was gonna be a mother soon. Nervous but very happy. But I was also thinking about whether Quentin would be in the picture or not.

It was a lot to think about. I didn't wanna be a single mother. But I also didn't wanna stay with a man that almost cheated on me because we were having relationship issues.

This situation has taken a lot out of me. Between school work, having a full time job, being pregnant AND this...it was all too much.

I didn't know how to feel about Quentin either. He'd been doing everything he could to apologize to me. He got more tattoos dedicated to me, this time a set of my eyes. Didn't move me like he thought it would.

Wrote me letter after letter, tried to cook for me, tried sending me videos and pictures of us from High School. It just didn't give.

He'd also been buying me a bunch of shit that I didn't want. It was truly awkward because I didn't see him the same anymore.

All I could think about was him in his car with Amber doing and saying God knows what. Shit made me cry just thinking about it. I didn't know what this meant for our relationship.

I wanted to let go but I didn't at the same time. It was stressing me out. So bad that I couldn't eat or sleep. This shit hurt worse than when we first broke up. I just wanted this to be over.

Getting out of bed, I sluggishly made my way to the living room. Bored and tired out of my mind. It was just one of those days where I did nothing and wasted every moment on sleep and eating a bunch of shit I shouldn't have been eating.

It was about 5 in the evening and the sun had just been going down for the day. Everything was quiet and Quentin wasn't going to be home for another few hours.

I was gonna take advantage of it because when he got home, the first thing he did was try to kiss up to me. He said fuck giving me space. He wanted me to forgive him instantly. But things didn't work like that unfortunately.

Suddenly, I heard frantic and hard knocking at the door followed by a deep voice.

"Open the fuck up!" He called out.

My heart DROPPED. I for sure thought this was it. Quentin's 'opps' found out where he lived, wanted to kill both me and him while we were here, steal all our stuff, dismember my body, and get away with it.

"Yo open the door!" He called out again.

I swear I was about to cry before I heard Emmy's soft voice. "Cole stop. You're probably scaring her."