Watching doctor who

Chapter 14 honest conversations and wife time

Doctors pov
I was sitting in the kitchen everyone was in groups so I decided to sneak out the back to the outside garden area I was relaxing when I heard Donna alright spaceman she said sitting beside me Donna I said facing her what's wrong she said holding my hand I'm just tired I said liar she said facing me anyway I like Amy and Rory they seem like good people and Clara she seems nice I love bill she said the ponds they saved me I regenerated not long after you left and I crash landed in Amy's garden and a lot has happened but they never gave up on me never and Clara well she's a different story she saved my life in avery different way she jumped into my timeline and well she's always been there helping me and bill young bill I tutored her and we sometimes went travelling she's so different to most of you guys I finished laying my head in her shoulder I'm glad you had people doctor she said softly before I seen Clara in the doorway Donna got up and Clara took her place
What's up doctor she said instantly knowing something was wrong I miss everyone of yous I said sobbing seeing you all it hurts I mean you died because of me I said shouting the last part no Clara said standing up and pulling me up to face her I died it was my death my mistake ok and what they did to you they tortured you for years so stop doctor please ok I said she hugged me tight making me sob my impossible girl I said in her ear and my stupid old man she said smirking we walked in and joined everyone else to chat and eat biscuits.
After a while I seen rose standing looking at me can we talk outside I asked her sure she said smiling we sat on the bench so I said erm I loved you rose I mean you were my first love from the time war but then I lost you and it took a while and then I met river and I really fell in love and I will always love you but I love river more and I'm sorry rose stop she said laughing look I loved you doctor and I always will but when I got trapped with the other you we got married me and John and we have two children together and we are happy and I am so happy for you and river so please I'm happy your happy I will always be your best friend ok and I you I said hugging her tight. I seen river standing in the doorway smiling rose excused herself and left smirking at me hey I said as river sat next to me I love you I said facing her I love you too sweetie she said grabbing my hand where are you from I said confused after the library she said making me gasp in shock your alive I said feeling tears yes she said I jumped up and hugged her feeling her laugh vibrate in my body suddenly I heard graham doc he said we pulled apart and I seen my fam guys I said excitedly yaz Ryan graham meet river song or melody pond my wife river meet my fam it's lovely to meet you graham said making me smile fondly at him shall we return sweetie river said grabbing my hand yes I said smiling as we went in grinning.