Watching doctor who

Chapter 26 tough conversations

I decided to talk to Amy and Clara outside in the garden together right I said sitting in the grass facing them both Amy I love you and I always will but you need to stop protecting me ok I made so many mistakes with every single one of you and god I miss you  all but after you and Rory I had no one ok me and river our timelines never matched up then Clara came along and I couldn't figure her out she kept dying for one and I felt guilty for being happy without you there and yes she did things to me that seem horrific but I did bad things as well now Clara I'm so sorry I wasn't a nice person to you when Danny was alive or when he died I know I hurt you and I'm sorry for that but please don't take it out on Amy she was my friend the first person that bow tie face seen she was my fairy tale and then I lost her and I became horrible grouchy but you saved me you were the first person to see eyebrows the first face he loved the first face that fell in love with you Clara so please the both of you I don't wanna fight with anyone or have anyone fighting over me I'm tired I spent quite a while in prison recently and honestly I think death might of been better I finished of crying I looked up and they were crying too shut up raggedy man Amy said throwing herself at me you can't give up not now not ever ok other than Rory and river your my family and I love you so much and so does Rory your our doctor promise me you won't die she said sobbing Amelia pond I said hugging her tight she then got up and walked to Clara I thought she might hit her but she hugged her shocking me I'm sorry Clara ok she's my family and I guess I will always want to protect her it's fine Clara said smiling softly she's my best friend ok I fell in love with her once so I get the feeling that you need to protect her I mean she gets in so much trouble just walking I know Amy said laughing oi I said offended I hugged them both and we returned to the movie room I sat between bill and river exhausted from just talking to people