Be My Girlfriend

11

Jo's P.O.V.

I was kissing Brittany Anderson! Not just a kiss but a passionate and sensual one!

When she pulled me in, I was really surprised and then our lips touched, I must be imagining things but when I felt her lips on mine, I felt what was like fireworks within me. Impossible but I did.

It was so electrifying when she deepened the kiss I had to close my eyes and feel every inch of it. The unfamiliar sensation I felt at first was replaced by a slight tingling that started to my lips till my very core.

I could feel my very own heart pounding loudly against my chest, it was my first time kissing someone and it was with Brittany Anderson!

I was inexperienced but Brittany guided me and taught my lips to dance with hers and soon we were moving together like we were perfect for each other.

Her lips moved delicately with mine so careful not to scare me away, then I felt her hands on my waist, squeezing. My hand involuntarily went up and searched for the back of her head and I pull her closer to me. 

I must be possessed by doing that but I pushed that thought so far away to the back of my head.

My knees were weakened and I felt like falling, if it was not for Brittany's hands on my waist, I would've fallen. It was too many emotions and sensations at the same time, I shut my mind and just followed what was in my heart.

And when she moaned my name, god that was so fucking hot I almost lost my mind. But then she pulled away after, I was confused as to why she would break that magical moment.

We were both panting for air, and that must be the reason why she pulled away.

Brittany's electric blue eyes stared into mine, it was like she was looking through my soul. How could a kiss makes me feel all these, my body was aching for more, I lost all control and for once, I let my heart lead me.

I need more! 

And before I could think, I pulled her body into mine, connecting our lips for the second time to a passionate and more heated kiss. It was unbelievable how our bodies and soul are fitting together.

Brittany took that aggressiveness as an invitation, she was pushing me till my back was against the concrete wall, it hurts but why do I feel it just added to my burning desire?

I shivered when I felt Brittany's tongue on mine, I couldn't help but moan. She was exploring the inside of my mouth then I get it, I copied what she was doing and that was so pleasurable in so many ways.

We were in an open area but I felt like we were in a box, it was hot and I felt feverish. 

Once again, Brittany broke away from the kiss, why she keeps doing that?

But only a second when she started trailing kisses down the contour of my jaw down to my neck and that earned her a moan from me, I tried to suppress it but failed.

There was heat coming from my core, I don't understand it but I was liking the feeling.

"Jo..." I heard Brittany calling my name, intended only for me to hear it.

Then I felt empty when she separated our bodies. I was looking at her confusion written all over my face.

Then she leaned over again just for her to reach my ear and whisper...

"You're mine, Thompson." It sent shiver down my spine when she playfully licked my ear.

And then she was gone.

I rested the back of my head against the concrete wall, realizing now what just happened. I could feel the blood rushing through my vein, feeling amped up by adrenaline resulting from that kiss.

What the fuck was that?

My finger trailed my lips, remembering the kiss I just shared with Brittany. How hot it was and how I longed for more.

I am her girlfriend now.

Brittany's girlfriend.

How on earth will I face her tomorrow? I felt like I swallowed everything I told her before that kiss. 

Just thinking of facing her tomorrow, I was excited and scared, which weighed the most, I don't know.

When I felt I collected myself, I walked away. I have practice today, how will I be able to concentrate now? How can I take Brittany's image out of my head?

I went to the bathroom to change into my practice clothes, once done, I walk to the field.

I sat on the bleacher, it was still early but I don't have anywhere else to go. I want to eat something but why don't I feel hungry? I usually eat something before practice because it takes a lot out of me, but now? I don't feel anything but the throbbing of my lips, the heat that my body screamed when it was smashed against Brittany's, and the emptiness when she left.

Am I really feeling this? 

Toward the girl I hate the most?

And to a girl?

God, I'm going insane. 

Maybe I could still back out, I can take back the deal I made with her.

But then, it means Reese will definitely transfer school and I will be left alone here.

I run my fingers through my hair out of frustration before I pull it up in a ponytail.

Just in time, my teammates started filling up the field, including Rachel.

I looked at Rachel now hugging Mackenzie, when did that happen? I didn't know that they were dating or something.

But then, looking at how close they were, my mind wanders back to a certain strawberry blonde who is now my girlfriend.

Girlfriend.

It feels strange just thinking about that word but also... excites me?

I need to talk to someone, I need to talk to Reese, I need to tell her this, I need to get it out of my chest before I explode.

I ran towards the girls and greeted them, after here, I will go to Reese's house. I'll check on her as well, she was so down about what happened to her earlier.

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Practice just finished, I gathered my stuff before heading to the locker room to shower. 

I rummage through my locker to find clean clothes, everything else was worn already. I checked my duffel bag and luckily, found a clean shirt and jeans short. I put them on and head my way out, I didn't even bother to comb my hair, I let it loose and dry in the wind.

I stood at the bus station and wait for the bus to come, I think I was the only one who doesn't have a car in my school and for a second, I thought it would be cool If I do have one. If only I have great parents, I don't need perfect parents, just good enough maybe to support me and my studies and maybe provide some of the things that I crave.

At school, I taught myself not to look for material things as things that I need. I want them, but I don't need them. There's a huge difference between needs and wants and through the years, I mastered to separate the two.

I only buy the things that I need from my hard-earned money, like books, items that I need for projects, shoes for volleyball, food, toiletries, all the things I feel like necessities.

Pretty clothes or any trendy items, devices, I don't need them. I can use the computer in the library for my research and homework. I don't have friends to text aside from Reese, or maybe some of the girls on my volleyball team, also, I really cannot own a device, my Mom would just sell it.