Previously in First Tour
Sarah hears Harry, Louis, Zayn, and Liam talking about Niall and Sarah. What about them? She doesn't know. Sarah tries to get her makeup on the top shelf, which Harry put there. She ends up slipping and sprainijg her ankle.
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It's two weeks later. "L-Louis. G-Get off me!" I yell between laughs. "Never!!" Louis yells continuing to tickle me. Louis' currently sitting on top of me tickling my sides, where I'm the most ticklish. I'm using all my strength to get him off me, failing like usual."Get off of me, Lou!" I shout. "Say it! Say it or I'll never get off!" Louis shouts back. "Fine! I love you, boo bear. You're my moon," I say. Louis stops tickling me and gets up off me then, then helps me up. "And your my sun. I love you too, babe," Louis says pulling me into a hug. I hug him back with a huge smile on my face leaning on my good foot. We hear someone clear their throat as we pull apart. "Are we interrupt something?" we hear someone say. I spin around and see the boys standing in the door way to the living room of the hotel room. "Nothing," Louis says. They walk in, Niall grabs my hand saying, "it better be nothing," and helps me over to the couch. "What was the 'you're my moon. And you're my sun' crap about?" Harry ask. I look over at Louis, who's standing near the fire place, we never told the boys that we've known each other for so long. Louis just sighs and says, "I guess we should tell them." I nod my head as Liam says, "tell us what?" I sigh and say, "look. Guys, Louis and I kinda lied to you when Harry introduced me to you all." They all look beyond confused. Louis continues, "Sarah and I have known each other for what 18 years now?" I nod my head and say, "just about." Niall tenses up slightly next to me. I put my hand on Niall's lap and say, "nothing ever happened. The only thing that happened was him being my first kiss." "Your making it worse on him, babe," Louis says. I grab Niall's hand and squeeze it to reassure him because the look on his face means that he's about to pounce on Louis. "Wait, you said you two have known each other for 18 years. Louis, you were five then and Sarah, you were only a couple months old then," Zayn says. I nod my head as Louis says,"yea, we know. We might as well start at the beginning of everything." "Well, it all started when I was a baby, only a couple months old. Yes, I was born in New York, New York. However, my parents need to move to Doncaster. My father had a job opening there. My mother got a new job. She didn't miss me one bit since she was gone all the time," I say. "Sarah move next door to me. Luckily, my mum was babysitting then. Sarah's mum asked my mum to baby sit her baby daughter while they were gone," Louis said. "Louis' parents are practically my family. Louis' basically my older brother. Besides you, Harry," I say looking at Harry, trying to lighten the mood a little. "Sarah's practically my little sister. We've been through so much together. I saw her first steps, her first words," Louis says cracking a smile. I start laughing and say, "I still can't believe I said Louis." " More like Wouis," Louis says laughing. The boys all look beyond confused.
The two of us get ourselves under control. "Trevor was in my grade in the UK. He bullied me back then. It was ten times worse then now. He's just jealous now that I have five boys that care so much about me, even though I've practically lost my parents. That's not the point though," I pause. "Louis stood up for me back then, even when I was practically an outcast. My parents made me move back to America when I was ten. I had Kathy still," I say near tears remembering those bad memories. "I helped Sarah raise Kath. It was like raising Sarah all over again. Three years later, I get a call from a hysterical Sarah. It sounded like her heart was being ripped out of her chest," Louis says sitting down on the arm rest next to me. "It felt like it! I thought I lost my little sister!" I say. Niall wraps is left arm around my shoulder and brings my closer to him to calm me down. "I know. I know. I felt it too when you told me Kath was in a car accident. My mum flew us out to the U.S. to be with Sarah. Her parents were staying over night. When I got to Kath's room, I was too late. I came in right when she was flat line. I was the one who dragged Sarah out of there. Not her parents, me. I felt so guilty for the next five years," Louis says with a crack in his voice near the end. The room went dead silent. "Lou, it's not your fault she flat lined. My father was still in the hospital, so he had no clue it was going on. My mother didn't give two shits if Kathy and I were alive or dead. You were the only one at the time that truly cared for her besides me. You did the right thing. If you didn't take me out, security would've had to. I would've been screaming and kicking at the nurses if you didn't take me out of there. And we all know how that would've ended," I say to Louis. "I'm glad you were there, mate. If it wasn't for you, my sister probably would've been dead by now or in Jail. You kept her going. Yes, we're upset that you two lied to us, but we're happy cause you were there for Sarah through every step of the way," Harry says patting Louis back. "Yea. No offense, Sarah, but your parents are asses from what I've heard," Liam says. "None taken. They were ass holes. My father was the one that at least knew I existed. My mother was always at work, working late shifts and all. My father came home early enough to feed me dinner and stay home till I went to bed, but I stayed with Louis my whole time basically in Doncaster. Yea, I gave him space, but we always were there for each other. He helped me through my first break up," I say. "I was your first kiss after all," Louis says. "Ah. I remember that day like it was yesterday. You were just getting over Lindsey, the blonde cheerleader," I say. "The blonde cheerleader. We never heard about this girl, Louis. What was she like?" Niall asks. "A complete bitch. She hated me spending so much time with Sarah more than I did with her. She didn't understand what the two of us have been through. She thought I was cheating on her with Sarah at one point. She made me choose between Sarah and her," Louis says bitterly. "You never told me that," I say quietly. "What?" Louis ask. "I said. You never told me that Lindsey made you pick between her and me. I thought that I ended that relationship," I say. "What the bloody hell do you mean?" Louis ask. "Lindsey came up to me in school the week before you two broke up. She told me that if I ever talk to you again, that she'd kill me. She knew I had dirt on her. She thought that I'd tell you..." I trailed off. "That you'd tell me what?" Louis asks. "She was afraid that I'd tell you that she cheated on you with Trevor by taking his V-card," I say quietly.
"SHE WHAT?!" Louis screams standing up. "I-I'm so sorry. I should've told you s-sooner," I say with fear in my voice. "DAMN RIGHT YOU SHOULD'VE! YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED HER! HOW COULD YOU KEEP THAT FROM ME FOR EIGHT BLOODY YEARS?!?!" Louis shouts at me. "I was scared. I thought you'd hurt Trevor. You know that if you did hurt Trevor then, my life would've been way worse than it was before," I say near tears. "Louis! Calm down!" Zayn shouts at him. I bury my face into Niall's chest and cry softly. The little bad memories that I have of Louis and I are flooding back to me now. "How the hell do you expect me to calm down after I find out that my ex-girlfriend cheated on me eight years ago!" Louis shout at him. "Well you can start by LOOKING AT SARAH!! She's fucking crying, Louis!" Niall shouts at Louis. I cry even harder at the screaming. I hear the room fall silent, well all but me crying. "Oh my god, Sarah," I hear Louis whisper. I hear footsteps. "Sarah, I'm so sorry," Louis whispers. Niall's rubbing my back as I slowly sit up. "Don't be. I thought you were over her. I thought you were done screaming at me for every break up you go through. I thought you were done with this after what happened. I held that from you because I knew you'd become a big shot one day. I didn't want you to remember me as the girl who ruined all your relationships. I thought that if you didn't become famous and I told you, that you'd be some loser on the streets. I love you to much to let that happen to you. Apparently you don't give a shit about me. About everything we've been through," I say. "Sarah I-" I cut him of with my hand and say, "just save it. Come talk to me when you've figured out if you TRULY care for me or not." And with that, I grab my crutches and walk out do the room and to my bedroom, to cry my eyes out.
"Sarah, love. It's the lads and I. Louis' back in the room with Zayn," Niall says 10 minutes later. I'm face down on the bed crying into my pillow. The bed goes down on the right side of me. I feel a hand go to my back and start running circles around it. "Sshh. Sarah, it'll be okay," Harry says. Niall helps me sit up. "No, Harry, it won't be okay," I say quietly. "What do you mean? Of course it'll be okay. Louis just freaked out," Liam says. I wipe the fresh tears and say, "no it won't. Didn't you see the look on his face?! He was going to do it again!" "Do what again, Sarah?" Niall asks. "Didn't you see his face?!" I ask. They all shake their heads. "He was gonna hit me again!" I shout.
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-S.B.
Holy crap! Louis hit Sarah before! Okay. I'm so sorry to all the Louis fans out there. I know he doesn't do this in real life. But it'll all make sense in the next chapter. Epic cliff hanger, huh? Until then....Comment ideas! Vote please! And share to friends!!
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First Tour
FanfictionSarah Ballard has been through a lot. From her little sister "dying" to an abusive boyfriend to nearly killing herself. When Sarah goes on tour with her half brother's, Harry Styles's, band, she must face her abusive ex boyfriend, Alvin Jackson, and...