First Tour

Chapter 47

Previously in First Tour
Torn Silent recorded their first song. Sarah gets an anonymous call telling her to die. Jake knows a little more about Sarah's history with the boys.
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Sarah's P.O.V.
The boys' interview just started. The boys' faces pop up on the screen. The boys play Steal My Girl and the interviewer asks the boys about the tour and new album for a couple of hours. "Now, for the serious questions," the interviewer says. The boys nod their heads. "We've all heard the rumors about the engagement, but are you really engaged to Sarah Ballard?" the interviewer asks. The camera goes to Niall. There's a pause. "Yes, I'm a engaged to Sarah," Niall says. "What's you're opinion on this," the interviewer says looking at Harry. He fixes his Harry then says, "they're both really young to be getting married. She's my little sister and Niall's one of my best friends. Of course I'll be worried about them. But I have a feeling that this will work. I'll support them no matter what happens. I'm sure the lads will too." They nod their heads. I lean back in my seat and smile. I look down at my engagement ring. I send Niall a quick text.

From me
Hey! I know you can't read this till after the show, but I love you! 😘 Tell Harry I said thank you!

I look back at the screen. "I understand that you give just got out of being kidnapped?" the interviewer asks. "We sadly were," Zayn says. "I don't have to ask to know this is a sensitive topic with you guys," the interviewer says. "All I ask is if one of you can describe to your fans how horrible this experience was for you?" the interviewer continues. They look at each other. "Words can't describe how bad this was for us. Being tied up. It wasn't fun. We were lucky enough to be in the same room as each other.  You can obviously tell that we haven't really been feed like humans in weeks. It's hard to go from being on tour to worrying about Sarah being gone to being kidnapped to back to reality," Liam says. After that, the boys sing a couple of their songs. The interview goes till 7pm. I close my laptop and unplug it. Alyssa puts an American football game on. My phone rings and I answer it. "Hello?" I ask into the phone. "Hey, it's me!" I hear a thick Irish accent say into the phone. "Oh! Hey, Niall! You guys did great!" I say into the phone. I leave the room as Niall says, "thank you." I hear a thick British accent scream, "hi, Sarah!" "Harry!" Niall shouts back at the person. "It's okay. Tell him I said hi," I say chuckling. "She says hi," Niall says to Harry, I think. I walk to the window out front and see a car pulling around the corner of the street. "Is that your car pulling up the street?" I ask. "Yea," he says. I hear a scream then see the car swerve. "What the bloody hell, Louis!" I hear Liam scream. They pull up the drive way as I hang up. "They're home!" I scream to the girls. I open the door and see Liam screaming at Louis and Louis acting like a four year old, covering his ears and saying, "la la la la la la," over and over again. I point at Louis when Niall walks up to me. "Harry and Louis were messing with Liam. Louis screamed, as you heard, and now this is happening," Niall says. "Of course," I say shaking my head. Maya and Alyssa push past us and to Liam and Harry. "When do you have to leave," Niall asks as we walk toward the kitchen. "The interviews at 9 so I think about 8:00," I say. Niall sighs, "I already hate us both being in a band. I barely saw you today. I missed you." "Awe, Ni. I missed you too," I say. All of a sudden I get a flashback.

*FlashBack*
It's the week after Harry left for the Take Me Home tour. I'm in the kitchen with Alvin Jackson, my boyfriend. I'm getting a glass of water when Alvin comes over. "Hurry up, babe. I need you," Alvin says wrapping his arms around my waist. He kisses me neck. "Alvin, I've told you multiple times that I'm not giving myself to you," I say. I feel Alvin tense. He spins me around. All of a sudden I regret everything I just said. He grabs the glass and throws it behind my head. I duck barely missing the pieces of glass. I straighten my back and shakily look at Alvin. "Your not going to what?!" he screams. He slams his fist in my stomach then my jaw. I try to get away but it's no use. He's bigger and stronger. He punches me in the eye. I'm shaking and nearly screaming in pain. Alvin punches me in the jaw once again and I scream in pain.
*End of Flashback*
After the flashback, I see Niall kneeling next to me on the floor. I look around and see everyone else either standing or kneeling next to me. "Sarah? Sarah!" I hear Niall say. I look over at him. He's completely worried. "What happened?" I say sitting up, with the help of Niall and Harry. "You were just sitting at the kitchen counter when I heard a thump. I looked over at you and you were on the ground unconscious. Not long after I heard a scream. Then you woke up," Niall says. "I really screamed?" I ask. "Yea. We thought you hurt yourself or something," Harry says. "Do you know why you passed out?" Maya asks. "I had a flashback of when Alvin and I were together," I say standing up with Niall's and Harry's help. "What happened in the flashback?" Alyssa asks. "It was a week after you guys left for the Take Me Home tour. Alvin was needy to say the least. I wouldn't give it to him. He threw the nearest glass cup near him behind my head. It barely missed me. Alvin punched me in the stomach, jaw, and eye. He punched me in the jaw again and then I screamed," I say shyly.  I can feel Niall's arms tense as he holds me up. "I'm fine. Let's just change the topic before somebody goes ape shit," I continue. Everyone looks at Niall. "Hey!" Niall says. We make our way to the living room. I feel my phone vibrate. I answer. "Hello?" I ask into the phone. "Sarah! Oh my god! You won't believe what just happened!" I hear a girl squeal into the phone. "Roselinde? What happened?" I ask. I can feel everyone's eyes on me as I sit down. "Trevor asked me out! He sa-" I cut her off, "Trevor what!?" "Yea! He wants to be apart of Dylan's and my life!" she squeals. There's a pause. "Sarah, aren't you happy for me?" Roselinde asks quietly. "Happy? I'm far from happy! He fucking kidnapped me for five months! Do you know what he did to me?! No you don't because you never even asked if we were okay! You don't give a fuck about me or the boys!" I scream to her. "Sarah, I didn't know-" "Bullshit! You could've! But you don't give two shits for any of us! I thought you were my best friend! All you are is a fucking slut. You've never been happy for me in my entire life. All you want is attention! You don't know what kind of bullshit I've been through my entire life. And that's because you've never asked me about my life! I fucking have depression Roselinde and you don't give a fuck about it! What really pisses me off is that you used me and Louis," I say. "I never used you or Louis!" she screams back. "You used me to get to Louis! And you used him to get fucking objects you use once! You used my best friend! You fucking whore!" I scream. "I'm the whore?! You went from Alvin to Niall in only a week! You're the whore! I've always wanted to tell you this, but I never have because I thought I was being nice. Go fucking kill yourself again! Oh wait! You can't! You already tried that twice and failed! Maybe you'll succeed if I tell you that Niall was perfectly fine without you when you were kidnapped. Him and I had the best time. We did it all night long almost every day of the week," Roselinde says. I look at Niall. "He'd never do that to me. Niall loves me. You already tried it with him before.  He'd never do that to me," I say. "Yea right. You fucking know that Niall and I had sex while you were gone," Roselinde snickers. "Niall would never do that to me. He loves me to much to do that," I say. "I think," I whisper. "Ha! Even you know he hates you!" Roselinde laughs. "Have fun with your 'boyfriend'. I'm done with you. And when I tell Maya and Alyssa, they'll agree. You fucking just lost 8 friends. You mother fucking bitch," I say. I hang up. "What just bloody happened?" Harry asks. "Trevor asked Roselinde out and she said yes. Fucking bitch," I say holding back the thought of Niall and Roselinde. "Really?" Maya asks. "Yea. That fucking slut said Trevor wants to be apart of her and Dylan's life. I'm done with her," I say. "Calm down, babe," Louis says. "How can I calm down when my best friend just did the worst thing possible!" I scream at Louis. Niall sits on the coffee table in front of me. "Sar, just breathe. It'll be okay," Niall says taking my hands in his. I look at our hands. The thought of Niall and Roselinde together comes into my head. I can feel a tear role down my cheek. "Sarah?" I hear Niall say. I don't say anything. I don't even look at him. "Sarah look at me," Niall whispers. I see Niall kneel in front of me. I hold back the tears and run out of the room with my hand covering my mouth. I run to the hallway of the bed rooms. I stop in the middle of the hallway, lean against he wall and slide down to the floor. I look down and place my head in my hands. I start sobbing. The image of Niall and Roselinde keeps playing in my head. "Sarah?" I hear an Irish accent say. I look up and see Niall kneeling in front of me. "Sarah, what's wrong? Did I do something?" Niall asks completely lost. He looks a little nervous. "You know what's wrong," I say quietly. "No, I don't. What happened?" Niall says gently. "Roselinde said that you were perfectly fine when I was kidnapped. She said how you had a distraction," I say as more tears role down my face. "What? I was worried sick about you! All I could think about was you being gone. The lads said that I looked dead from not eating like a normal person," he says shocked. "She said that you fucking had sex with her, Niall! It's like when you first met Roselinde all over again. Only this time, I'm engaged to you," I say standing up. Niall stands up. "Sarah-" Niall starts reaching for me. "Don't touch me," I say holding back tears and stepping out of the way. "Sarah, I did-" I cut him off. "Just leave me alone," I say quietly. I don't need to look at him to see he's hurt. I don't care right now. He hurt me way more than Alvin ever did physically.