First Tour

Chapter 35

Previously on First Tour

"What's Barbra doing here?" I ask. "She hates you too, Sarah," Trevor says. "What's your decision?" Alvin asks me while standing in front of me. "My decision is..."
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"My decision is to," I pause. I look around at the boys and the three people in front of me. I look straight at Alvin and say, "I'm staying with the boys. You can threaten me all you want. You guys don't have the balls to actually kill me or the people I love. I'm staying with them and that's final," I say. "You'll regret this, Ballard. You'll regret ever going out with me or blondie," Alvin says. As soon as he finishes, he looks at the boys and starts to walk towards them. I step in his way and say, "back off, Alvin. You're out numbered by three." "You may have won this round. But this means war," Alvin says glaring at me then the boys. I roll my eyes and cross my arms as Alvin, Trevor, and Barbra leave. As soon as there out of sight I turn around. "I can't believe you just did that!" Louis shouts. "What? Did you guys actually think that I was gonna go with ALVIN and TREVOR!? Come on now," I say. "Kinda," Liam says. "Well, let's go. We got a concert tonight. And you guys look like you just woke up," I say. Zayn looks at me like 'is my hair that bad?' "Yes, Zayn. It looks that bad," I say sarcastically. I roll my eyes and walk behind the boys. Niall comes next to me and says, "I thought you were gonna go with Alvin." I look over at him and say, "why in the world would you think that? I'd die before I go back to Alvin." I grab his hand and stop. I make him face me and I say, "Niall, I love you way to much to go with Alvin. If I go with him, one I'd have to break up with the only guy that truly loves me. Two, I'd have to leave the five people that have changed my life forever. Third-" "Okay. I get it," Niall interrupts me. He pulls me into a kiss. I kiss him back and a few seconds later there is a chorus of "EEEEEEEWWWWWW!" Niall and I pull back and see the rest of the boys standing there looking at us in disgust. We both end up bursting out laughing. "What, you guys don't like seeing us kiss?" I ask. "Duh!" Harry says. Niall and I look at each other. He grabs my face and we turn this into a make out session. "Okay! I've had enough of this!" one of the boys say. I hear pushing then I feel a pair of arms around my waist pulling me away from Niall. "Hey! Let go of me!" I shout at my kidnapper. "Never," Louis whispers in my ear. "You bastard," I whisper back. So Louis ends up caring me over his shoulder to the hotel room with me kicking and screaming like a five year old. "Put me the bloody hell down!" I scream while punching Louis back and kicking Louis somewhere I guess I shouldn't have. "Ow!" Louis shouts as he puts me down in front of him. "Did I kick your cr-" "Yes!" Louis interrupts me. Zayn and I help Louis walk to the couch as the two of us laugh at Louis. "It's not bloody funny! You have a strong kick!" he screams at me as Liam hands him an ice pack. "Sowwy," I innocently say sitting next to him. I give him the puppy dog eyes. "No. I'm not falling for those puppy dog eyes," Louis says. Fine I think. I start to cry. I kinda sorta can cry on command.

"Oh my god. Louis, what the fuck did you do to her!" I hear someone shout. I put my head in my hands and continue too "cry." I hear two sets of footsteps "I don't know! She said she was sorry for kicking me and gave me the puppy dog eyes. I said I wasn't gonna fall for that because she kicked me somewhere," Louis pauses, I guess motioning to his crotch. "Then she all of a sudden started crying!" he continues. "Well you obviously did something!" another person shouts. The couch goes up where Louis is, well was, and then goes down again. I feel a hand on my back start making small circles around it. I get pulled into someone's side. *Insert inhale* Niall I think. "What happened, Sarah?" Niall asks me pulling me back. "H-He won't forgive m-me. I-I apologized and L-Louis won't a-accept it," I fake stutter. "Just accept her freaking apology!" Harry shouts at Louis from kneeling down in front of me. I look up at Louis as he says, "okay! I accept your apology!" I wipe my tears and stop crying. I smile and jump up. "Thanks!" I say and hug Louis. I pull away and skip to Niall's and my room. I close the door as I hear two people laugh. I forgot Liam and Zayn were out there too. I walk over to the bed and fall onto the bed laughing. I'm laughing so hard I don't even hear the door open. "Sarah. Sarah. Sarah!" Someone shouts. I stop laughing and stand up. I turn towards the door and see Niall standing there. "Hiya, Ni," I say smiling. "What was that?" he says. "What was what?" I say pretending to be confused. "Don't play dumb with me," he says walking closer to me. "I have no idea what your talking about," I say not looking at him. "Sarah." "Niall." "Were you faking that whole thing?" He asks. "Maybe," I innocently say. "I should've known," he chuckles standing right in front of me. I smile proudly as he leans in to kiss me. I step closer to him and closer the gap between us. Our lips connect. A minute later, we pull apart from a banging coming from the door. "We can never get any privacy," I mumble. "That's the perks of being in a band with four other people. Someone's always knocking at your door," Niall says walking towards the door. He opens the door. "What do you want," Niall says. I go over to my dresser and go through my makeup box trying to find something. There it is I think to myself. I grab it and put it in my back pocket. I close my suitcase and walk to the door. "Excuse me," I say squeezing between Niall and Harry. I walk to the bathroom and close the door. I walk to the toilet and sit on the lid pulling out the object from my back pocket.

This is all to much. I can't take it any more I think to myself. I flip the object over and put it in my one hand. I make a deep cut into my wrist. With one deep thrust, it'll end everything I think. I aim the knife for me stomach right as the door opens to the bathroom. "Anyone in he- OH MY GOD!" I hear footsteps. Right as I'm about to thrust the knife into my stomach, a pair of hands rip it out of my hand. "Hey! Give me that back!" I scream at the person who took it. I look up and see Louis. "No!" he shouts back. I jump up and try to reach it. All he does is step back out of my reach. "That's mine!" I scream. "Not anymore!" Louis shouts. He looks at it and see blood. "Holy shit, Sarah. Let me see your wrist," Louis says. I shakily put my wrist out. He grabs it and screams, "what the bloody hell! Why would you do that!" "Sarah? Louis? You guys okay in there?" Liam asks through the door. Louis takes my good wrist and drags me out of the bathroom. "No. We're not okay. Sarah, do you want to ell them why I have a knife in my hand or should I?" Louis says stopping in front of the rest of the boys. "I-I" I stutter. I lift my wrist up and look down. "Oh my god, Sarah," Niall says running over to me. "That's not all. I walked in on her right as she was about to kill herself," Louis says. All eyes are on me. "Not again," Harry says running over to me. He grabs my shoulders and make me look at him. "Why did you do that?" Harry asks starring me straight in the eyes. "I-I. I c-couldn't take the p-pressure of all of t-this. I j-just want this all to e-end," I say quietly. "I brought you on this tour so you can forget about Alvin. Now your gonna do it all over again," Harry says. He lets go of my shoulders and whispers something to Niall. "Come on, Sarah. Let's go clean your wrist up," Niall says grabbing my good hand and leading me to the bathroom. Niall closes the door and helps me up onto the counter. I hear Harry whisper, "I don't know what to do with her anymore."
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-S.B.
OH SNAP! Sarah wanted to kill herself AGAIN! What will she do? What will Harry do? Until next time...

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