Previously in First Tour
The boys and Sarah went to sound check. Liam nearly got his ear ripped off. Sarah was introduced to the boys' band. Sarah started practicing some of her songs.
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I finish practicing. No one is going to like me. These songs are amazing but I make them horrible my singing them.
I walk to the boys and here them sing their last chorus of Half a Heart.
"Half a heart without you. Without you! Without you! Oh!" They sing. "I'm half a heart without you..." Harry sings.
I stay off to the side looking through my phone, pretending I didn't hear them just sing like gods sent from heaven.
"Nice job guys," Josh says. I hear high fives and comments like, "nice job" and "awesome". I look over at them and get up. I pray to god no one heard me sing. I sound like a dying whale when I sing. I walk over to them. Their all happy and excited for tonight's concert. "Excited much?" I say. "Very," Niall says. "Aren't you, Sarah?" Zayn asks. "Hell no. I'm terrified. My first concert ever and I'm going to be in it. You guys have been on 2 tours already!" I say. "We've been their, Sarah. Nervous that no one will like us," Liam says. "But look at you guys. Your one of the most famous bands! Your world wide. How in the world could've you guys been nervous?!" I say nervous as ever. "Would ya calm down Sarah. Our fans are going to love you no matter what," Harry says.
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It's the hour I have to go on. I didn't change my outfit. It's indoors so I'm fine. I put the ear piece in as Niall walks over to me. "You ready?" he asks. "As ready as I'll ever be," I say. I start pacing back and forth. "Sarah, calm down. They'll love you," Niall says. "You don't understand. I always get nervous before I perform. I've never sung in front of a crowd. Let alone a sold out stadium," I say pacing. Harry walks in and says, "Here she is!" The rest of the boys come in. "Why is she pacing?" Louis asks. "She's nervous," Niall says. "Calm down. For the 50th time. They are going to love you," Harry says. Some guy walks in and says, "Sarah your on in 5," and leaves. Holy crap. 5 minutes. Only 5 minutes.
I grab the microphone and the boys wish me luck. I stand where they told me to stand earlier. I listen for my intro and hear, "please help me welcome the stage. Sarah Ballard singing Bring Me To Life. I listen for the music to start. I look back at Niall and Harry, then walk out as I start singing.
"How can you see into my eyes like open doors...
Leading you down into my core.
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirits sleeping somewhere cold!
Until you find it there and lead it back home.
(Walk me up)
Walk me up inside
(I can't walk up)
Walk me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Walk me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Walk me up)
Walk me up inside
(I can't walk up)
Walk me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Walk me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside.)
Bring me to life
Frozen without your touch without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead!
(All this time I can't believe I couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything!
(Without a thought without a voice without a soul)
Don't let me die here
(Must be something more!)
Bring me to life!
(Walk me up)
Walk me up inside
(I can't walk up)
Walk me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Walk me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life!"
The crowd went wild. I stand their trying to remember the next song.
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-S.B.
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First Tour
FanfictionSarah Ballard has been through a lot. From her little sister "dying" to an abusive boyfriend to nearly killing herself. When Sarah goes on tour with her half brother's, Harry Styles's, band, she must face her abusive ex boyfriend, Alvin Jackson, and...
