First Tour

Chapter 4

Previously in First Tour
Sarah told Niall about how she felt about him and how she has a boyfriend. Niall leaves upset and heartbroken.
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It's the day the boys leave for the WWA tour. I woke up 3 hours ago and it's 9 am. I have to take Harry to the airport so he can meet with the rest of the boys. Niall hasn't talked to me since last week. I feel like I ruined our friendship.

BEEP BEEP

It's Alvin texting me. I mumble,"hey I can't do this anymore. Abby was my first love and always will have a spot in my heart. And I love her. I'm sorry but it's over. And I want to say this now. I cheated on you with Abby. I'm not sorry about that last part though so bye."

I couldn't take it. I started balling. I promised myself I'd never try this or think of this but I can't take it. My first breakup and my last relationship. I dropped my phone on my bed and went over to my dresser.

I looked at my wrists. The scars came from Harry's fans hating me and Alvin leading me to think I'm worthless and no one loves me.

Harry's P.O.V.
I walked up the stairs. It's almost time to leave. What's taking her so long. I didn't hear anything but mumbling then feet walking towards something. I tried opening the door but it was locked. "Sarah? We have to leave soon. Is everything alright?" I ask concerned. "I'm fine. I'll be down in a minute," I hear Sarah say. I hear her quietly say, "Shit." "Everything alright in there?" I ask. What could she possibly be doing? "Yea, I'm fine," she says clearly upset. Something isn't right. I get the door open just in time. Sarah has a knife in her hand about aimed for her stomach about to kill herself.

I ran over to her and grabbed the knife before I lose her. "Harry it's not what you think it is." She says crying. "Sarah, why just why would you even thin-" That's when I looked down and saw the scars. She looked into my eyes and probably saw fear. She looked scared of what I was gonna say.

I dropped her wrists and grabbed my phone while pacing. "Ok. Sarah what happened?" She explained everything from when my fans were hating her to not talking to Niall to Alvin dumping her.

My phone beeped, I stopped pacing and I looked down from Sarah. "Sarah, come on tour with me and the lads. Five Seconds of Summer canceled and we still haven't found a replacement. Some tour thing of theirs. You can be our opening act. L-" "Whoa there Harry. First of all I can't sing for shit. I sound like crap-" "No you don't. I hear you sing all the time. You sound beautiful," I say. "You may think that, but your fans won't. What if your fans hate me? What if the boys hate me on tour? What if I get annoying and you don't want anything to do with me half way through the tour? What if-" "Sarah calm down. First, our fans will love you and IF not, we're here for you. Which means, if they hate you, we'll make them regret it. Mainly me." That made her smile. "Second, they won't hate you. Louis and Liam love you like a sister. Niall, well we both know how he feels about you." "Yea right," she mumbles. "And Zayn, well Zayn is trying to be more with the band and figuring out the marriage thing. So don't mind him. Thirdly, Sarah why in the world would I hate you. Your my little sister. I love you more then the moon orbits the earth." Okay. I've said some pretty cheesy things in the past, but not that cheesy.

After about a half an hour of trying to reassure Sarah, I finally ask her, "so will you go on tour with us..." I see the wheels turning in her head trying to figure that out. "Y-Yes Harry. I'll go on tour with you." I literally jumped off her bed and bear hugged her. I've never been this freaked out before.

"Now, hurry up. We leave in 3 hours. And remember this is a long tour you'll be missing the first month or so of college," I say letting go of her. "Wait what! What about high school? Prom?" She asks. "Sarah, we'll help you with your subjects for high school. But college, that's a problem. None of us went to college yet. So..." "I know I'll be behind everyone in school but Harry, I promise I'll work hard next year. I'll make you happy through the tour with school and singing." I pull her into a hug. "I know you will, Sarah. I know you will."
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S.B.
Didn't expect that huh? Sorry I didn't updated yesterday. I'll be updating this week before school. Maybe not tomorrow. Getting a tooth pulled. I need an adult tooth for a replacement but hey! I'll try and get a short one in tomorrow. Promise!!