MATURING!!

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He was being too nice, he helped me in the car and went to get in on his side

" Melo I was gonna tell you I was just going to surprise you"He was just breathing hard looking forward

" ROMELO" I was crying, I grabbed his hand because I didn't want him to hit me " I was gonna tell you"

He was sitting there so silent I didn't know whether to be quiet or to keep apologizing. I don't know how or where it came from but he backhanded me so hard my head hit the window, I knew it was a crack on it . I covered my face so he wouldn't hit me again but he didn't he gripped my hair pulling my head back. My sight was going in and out.

" You was gonna keep my child from me" I felt spit fly on my face that's how close he was " Melo I'm serious, I was surprising you "

" WHAT WAS YA PLAN HUH" he still had my hair in his hand, the grip was so tight I knew if he pulled any harder I'd have a bald spot.

" I didn't have a plan I promise you it wasn't no plan I was just trying to surprise" I didn't finish my sentence because he punched me in my mouth

" you keep fucking lying" he was still screaming in my face

" you already fucking 8 weeks what's that about 2 months, you knew this whole fucking time DIDNT YOU?" I nodded my head 'yeah' and he smacked me again.What was the point in lying it was just gonna make the situation worst

" You better be lucky you pregnant I should fuck you up" he let me hair go and I sat back in the seat breathing hard

" I asked you weeks ago what was going on with you and ya stupid ass lied about it" I just wanted him to stop talking about it because the more he talked about it the more he was gonna get mad

" I ASKED YOU DID YOU WANNA GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND YOU SAID NO WHY? CAUSE YOU ALREADY FUCKING KNEW" he wouldn't stop yelling and the headaches on top of the shit he was doing wasn't making my head feel any better

" What the fuck else did you do" he asked sarcastically but I just pulled the ultrasound pictures outta my purse, I rather deal with the consequences now than face the wrath later

" I'm sorry" " SHUT THE FUCK UP" he screamed and I shut up because why push the issue. He didn't say nothing he just pulled off. The whole ride was silent besides my sniffles I was more mad about him finding out than anything

We pulled up to the house and I didn't get out because he sat there too

" Get the fuck out" he was being harsh and I was really in my feelings

" Melo I was going to tell you but I was just trying to make sure it was no complications with the pregnancy" I lied to him just like I did his mom

" Don't play no dumb shit with me for real I asked multiple fucking time what was wrong I should smack the shit outta you" he lifted his hand like he was going to slap me and I jumped back

" I'm serious" " GET THE FUCK...OUT THE CAR" He was talking to me like I was a kid

"But Mel" "GET THE FUCK OUT" he yelled again and this time I just got out going in the building but he didn't follow me in

I got on the elevator going upstairs, I couldn't stop crying. I should of just told him I thought to myself but he don't respect me so why should I do the same. I'm respecting MY privacy.Soon as I reached the house I took my stuff off going to get in the shower, the tears was still falling.

I didn't know if he had came in or not but I didn't care either.Just like I said earlier he wanna keep me here while he do what he do.Soon as I stepped out the shower I saw him coming in the room. I watched his every move because he was still on go mode.