MATURING!!

GOODMORNING❓❓

I pretty much been laying around the house all week doing nothing but stuffing myself and talking to Patience. This wasn't even an exciting moment for me anymore I always imagined me and her having kids together.

" What you doing greedy"I laughed cause she had no room to talk,every time we got on the phone she was stuffing her face.

" says you nothing but about to order me some food" she busted out laughing " see"

" ain't no see bitch this my first time eating all day" I made it seem like it was midnight

" Kay it's only 8:29 IN THE MORNING" she made sure to make it specific

" And I been up since 7" I rolled my eyes because I was really starving

" Kay that's not long" she was cracking up so I hung up on her

" Kay" I heard Melo call out and i rolled my eyes

" I'm in the room" i said back, he was still on my shit list but of course he acted like he don't remember anything or didn't do shit

" You hungry" I mentally slapped him because of course I was fucking hungry

" Yeah can you go get me something to eat" he looked at me like I was crazy

" Nah but we can go grab something together" i rolled my eyes because I thought I could get a couple more minutes to myself

I threw something fast on because knowing his impatient ass he'll leave.When I got down stairs he looked me up and down

" you had to wear them" he was talking about my biker shorts. My shape was outta this world for my age and being pregnant didn't make it any better but I can't help that I got my mama blood in me.

" you didn't have a problem with them last time" he didn't say nothing he just walked away like he usually does. His silence always left me uneasy, so I just went back in the room and put on jeans.The arguments was not needed and I needed to protect my baby

When I got downstairs he was waiting for the elevator, I stood next to him waiting as well. He looked at me but didn't say nothing.He was so evil and I don't know what attracted me to him, he was disrespectful from the start.

" Did you throw up this morning" I wanted to say if you were here this morning you would know but I didn't I but my tongue like usual

" No I just felt nauseous that's why I didn't eat, can you get the cleaner to come clean the house please I think it's something in there bad or dirty" he nodded his head grabbing his phone out his pocket im guessing to calling them

" where you wanna go" I already had something in mind before he asked

" Can we go to IHOP?" I asked excitedly, he side eyed me because of what happened last time at IHOP but didn't say nothing

" ya ass love IHOP" I shrugged my shoulders,

"I don't care they got the best crepes" I danced in my seat cause I was happy I been craving them but I didn't wanna ask him for shit and I hate door dashing breakfast

The rest of the ride was filled with silence and music, he laid his hand on my belly as he drove with the other hand. I'm not going to lie it was comforting and before I knew it I was going to sleep

" Kay wake up" he lightly shook me and I opened my eyes rubbing them. He helped me out the car and we walked in the restaurant

" Table for two" the waiter confirmed and I nodded my head

" Right this way" we followed him to the booth and just like last time instead of him sitting across from me, he sat next to me

" can I start y'all off with something to drink" he pulled out his note pad waiting