MATURING!!

BITCH❗️❗️

We had been here for three days now he was lovey-dovey for the first two days and I was ready to go home because its fucking freezing down here. He was bitching today, we shouldn't have came here in the first place

" why would you leave her in there on the bed like that" Melo came in the room snapping

" Melo she was sleeping she's fine please not today" I rolled my eyes because he was picking and I was on the verge of snapping at him

" she fucking rolls Kaydence" I shut my eyes and blew out a breath. I just went into the room with her because he wasn't going to stop. Today was going to be the day I WAS GONNA PUT MY HANDS ON HIM.

I laid down with her bored out of my mind. I forgot my phone home, that was easy to do being as though I hadn't had one in months. I pretty sure he saw it before we left and didn't say anything. We had a jacuzzi out back, I wanted to get in it so bad. I would just wait until she woke up

I clicked through the channels because there was nothing else to do.

" kay you not cooking" he had some fucking nerve after he JUST told me to come in the room so she wont fall off the bed

" Kaydence" I was ignoring him, fuck him he'll get the hint. I knew he was walking in here in no time, I would ignore him then too. I started waking Rae up he wouldn't be able to do anything if she woke

" wake up mama" I picked her up, kissing her face

"Come on mama wake up for Mommy"

She was about to start crying, I smiled because that meant she was waking up. I kept kissing her face to wake her up, I heard his footsteps growing louder, she had finally opened her eyes

"Good morning Mommy sunshine" She showed nothing but gums, I remember my baby was so mean. He walked in the room

" so you didn't here me calling you" I shook my head no lying. He walked over grabbing the baby putting her in the walker

" I'm hungry" I looked at him like he was crazy

" OK AND?"

"KAYDENCE" he scared me and Rae "I'm really trying my best not to go off on you, can you just go cook something "

I got up going into the kitchen, a tear had slipped. This couldn't be life 20 almost 21 years old a baby, an abusive "fiance", no mother, can't have friends, don't see or talk to the only family I have. I think Melo said something to my dad because I haven't talked to him in 2 months. I don't see my brother anymore, and my best friend doesn't feel like my best friend anymore. He has taken EVERYTHING FROM ME.

" KAYDENCE" I heard him yell from the room

" MELO" he was on his way out here because I screamed back at him. I was prepared this time because I was sick of his bullshit today.

" your fucking mouth" he walked out of the room so fast and pulled my hair back. I hit him with the skillet, my upper body strength was terrible the skillet was too heavy so it only nipped his head.

" you fucking bitch" he slung me across the kitchen floor. I rushed to get up because he was coming over to me. I was looking for something to hit him with but where he tossed me was closer to the living room. I was going to have to fight him today, but I needed to. I didn't care if I got my ass beat or not I just needed to relieve some anger he was causing. As long as I could get a few good hits in I would be satisfied.

He went to pulled my hair and I kicked him in his leg, next was his nuts. I knew him being nice them days were bullshit he was trying to get me here to beat my ass in a secluded area because he made a mistake and I found out about it. That was the dumbest thing ever.

" you sure this what you want" he smiled he was taking his shirt off. I grabbed the wood cutting board. I wasn't fighting him I would just hit him with objects I knew I couldn't beat him so why try. Fuck it I was going to try anyway

" oh you wanna pick up shit" he was walking toward me as I walked backward into the kitchen

" Melo Raelynn is in the next room" Now I was scared. His mom told me a long time ago that he was an MMA fighter from 10-17, and that was why he liked to fight so much

" you didn't give a fuck when you hit me right" I was breathing so hard, that's how scared I was. I was going to have to fight him and he was so much more skilled at it. I waited until he was in arms reach before I swung the cutting board, he did a move where moved his arm and kicked his leg. Somehow the cutting board was in his hands and I was on the ground needing air

" get up and fight this what you wanted right" I scooted back because he was coming to me

" GET THE FUCK UP" he dragged me up by my hair "fight back"

He punched me in my chest, I stumbled back. He smacked me about 3 times now I was pissed off I started swinging wildly, I hit him at least twice. I knew my hits connected just not where. He grabbed arms and put them behind my back

" ill fucking break them" I was crying because he was pulling them back so far I knew they were going to break

" I'm sorry Melo" I was full-blown sobbing because I had to chance against him

" nah I'm giving you want you want fight back" he let go of my hands and pushed me hard on the floor before I could do anything he got on top of my hitting me all crazy. I was swing back but the hits didn't phase him, he had enough he wrapped his hands around my neck until then room went black...