MATURING!!

SHE BACK❓❓

I cried for hours and hours, he never came back. In fact i never got up

My biggest fear had come true, this what i feared the most. I knew he was evil but to take my daughter from me was on another level. I literally couldn't move my leg that was my main reason for sitting here. Well besides the fact that he ripped my heart out my chest

I scooted my body to the couch that was gonna be the only way I was able to get up. I needed to look for my phone. I used all my upper body strength and got on the couch but not with out hissing at the pain.

I searched in the couch for my phone, I knew it was right next to me before he came in. I looked under the cushion I could not find it, I was getting frustrated so I let out a breath

" come on Kay, do it for your daughter" I pep talked myself, I was in so much pain. I needed to call the ambulance too

" WHERE THE FUCK IS IT " I yelled out loud at nobody in particular really myself. It's like soon as I said it out loud it appeared, I picked it up, it was facing downward

When I finally turned it over I busted out crying because how and when. My screen was shattered. When did he do this, I was so focused on getting my baby back I wasn't focused on anything else but HOW? Now how was I suppose to look for her and call the ambulance

If I didn't have a child to live for I would kill myself. The phone started ringing and I cried harder because no way I was going through this right now. Then my leg just tops it off

I sat there and cried what else was I to do honestly. I lift my leg with my hands because instead of moping around

" Ahhh fuckkkkk" I screamed to the top of my lungs. I got on the floor because it was gonna be easier than walking. I finally was able to Scoot myself toward the room

I was damn near toward the room when I heard the elevator doors open. I quickly turned my head, but I couldn't see around the corner.

" Melo" I called out but he didn't answer

" MELO" I called out again and he still was mute. I knew it was him though he because nobody knew the code to the elevator but me and him

He finally came around the corner but never said nothing, neither did he have my daughter

" Melo where is my daughter" I was trying to stand my ground but I knew my face was horrible I hadn't cleaned it since I started crying. He ignored me a walked in the room.

" MELO WHERE IS MY DAUGHTER" I screamed this time louder because he acted like he didn't hear me the first time. I finally made it to the room I pulled myself up on the chair, I was so outta breath

" Melo okay I'm sorry I won't leave again can you please just bring her back" I started crying because I felt like I was failing her. I knew she probably wanted her mom and she hated the bottles. It was killing me not knowing where she was and how she was doing. I needed her so bad and I know she needed me

" Please what did I do, all I'm asking is where she is at least" he still ignored me

" Melo please tell me something, ANYTHING" now I was begging him, I just wanted my baby back

" STOP FUCKING TALKING TO ME WHEN YOU LEARN YOU'LL GET HER BACK" I was taken back by his words

" what?, what do you mean" this was devastating, why was he really doing this? Like the real reason.

" MELO" he was ignoring me again

" ROMELO" I yelled louder, now I was getting frustrated. He walked in the bathroom getting in the shower, completely saying fuck me.

I know it wasn't a good idea but I had to because I needed to know where my baby was and I needed to call the ambulance, so I started looking for his phone. I'd take another as beating if it meant getting my daughter back.

I couldn't find it, but I knew he had it. He was taking long as shit in the shower, giving me enough time to look with a broke leg. I checked everywhere, last thing to check was his dirty clothes. The dirty hamper was all the way on the other side of the room. I breathed out because this was gonna take a lot out of me

I lifted my leg as much as I could and hopped in the other one while holding the wall. I finally made it, I looked through his clothes and found nothing but my baby pacifier. I broke down again but all this because I left the house?

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING " he scared the fuck outta me I couldn't even make up a lie so I didn't say anything. He was walking toward and my heart was beating out of my chest

" I'm sorry" that was the only thing I could say because I was so scared. He walked pass me and to the closest.

" Can you please take me to the hospital" he never said nothing but was getting dressed

" Melo can you please take me to the hospital" I said a little louder because he acted like he didn't hear me

" Clean ya self up" that's all he said but was he taking me to the hospital was the real question

I held on to the wall and walk to the bathroom. I was looking in the mirror my eyes were so red and puffy. I had a mark on my neck and a bruise on my cheek.

" you got mail" he smiled while giving it to me, he had already opened it so whatever he was smiling for probably wasn't good. I was being so fast I didn't even read the entire just pulled the letter out it read

"AS OF 12/12/2023 restraining order has been dropped against Romelo Anderson"

That was all I read because I thought he was about to hit me.

" I'm sorry Melo" that was my main phrase now, I was always apologizing for keeping me and my child safe

" you do a lot of shit you think I can't find out about when I tell you don't do shit, ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD NOT MINE I FIND OUT EVERYTHING" he said the last part about two inches from my face. I honestly didn't give a fuck what he was talking bout I wanted RAE'LYNN KAIRI ANDERSON AND THATS ALL

" MELO IM SCARED OF YOU WHAT DID YOU EXPECT" I was over everything, just give me my child

" YOU DONT FUCKING LISTEN, MAYBE IF YOU FUCKING LISTEN YOU WOULDNT BE SCARED OF ME" like I said before he always left me baffled with his choice of words

" IM NOT THE REASON I CAN GO OUT AND HAVE FUN MELO IM YOUNG AND STILL WANNA HAVE FUN JUST LIKE YOU" I was screaming back with tears rolling down my face

" WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU BEFORE THAT FUN SHIT IS OUT, IF YOU CANT HAVE FUN WITH ME THEN STAY THE FUCK IN THE HOUSE SIMPLE" I just looked at him

" maybe I don't wanna be with you anymore"

*SMACK*

" what the fuck I tell you bout ya mouth" he had me by my hair talking in my face. I covered my face with my hand

" WHEN YOU LEARN HOW TO WATCH YA FUCKING MOUTH AND STOP PLAYING WITH MY CHILD YOU WONT SEE HER " he said through clenched teeth

" no no no please okay I understand" he was making life so hard, harder than it needed to be. Why couldn't we be equal?

He let me go in walked out the room. Was he still taking me to the hospital?. I heard the elevator open and I busted out crying, he left. I hopped to the bed and laid down I was hopeless. If only people in this world wasn't money hungry I could ask the people at the front desk. They worked for him just like everyone else

I laid in the bed thinking about what the baby was doing. I'm sure he took her breastmilk that was in the freezer.My daughter was so beautiful, I missed her so much. Her blanket was in here I cuddled with it and cried. I didn't know but I feel asleep, I WAS EXHAUSTED.

*SORRY YOU GUYS FOR ANY ERRORS I DIDNT PROOFREAD IT.  Also, sorry this was supposed to be out last Sunday but school and work been kicking my ass*