We went through the day as if nothing ever happened. I often would look at Melo, to see if he felt some type of empathy or remorse but of course he didn't.We was on our way home I couldn't wait to shower and lay down
" Are we gonna talk about what happened earlier or" I asked him because this was new to me. I was still kinda in shock I couldnt even really enjoy my day
" For what" I looked at him like he was crazy
" What you mean for what you probably killed him" I gave him the are you stupid look
" I DID kill him,and it's none of ya business that's why" I was confused because I witnessed the whole thing how wasn't it any of my business
"What if you get caught" I was curious to know I don't care if he do
" don't worry about it" is all he kept saying he wouldn't answer nothing else
" You literally" he looked at me from the corner of his eyes
"SHUT THE FUCK UP,you worrying about it and that don't got shit to do with you" he was being harsh, so I shut up fuck him, I hope he do get caught. It was quiet for a while
" Melo" he looked at me with his face scrunched
" I just wanna make sure you gonna be okay" I didn't want my baby dad locked up but I didn't wanna be with him either.
" And I'm telling you right now to not worry about it I'll be fine" I just sat back in the seat as he drove home
" I'll be back, make sure you get some rest" he was being nice only again because he was leaving
" Mel its 10:30" I didn't wanna start but why keep leaving me in here when I could've been at my own house
" Kay I'll be right back I need to handle something" i rolled my eyes and walked in the bathroom
" you probably cheating on me" I didn't say it loud enough for him to hear but he heard me say something
" what you say" he walked in the bathroom behind me
" be safe out there" I lied because why bring it up now, he was already still irritated I could tel in his voice. I didn't wanna ignite the flame. He had to get his anger from his dad because his mom was so sweet. Now that I think about it he don't talk about his dad.Oh well.
I didn't stay up, soon as I got out the shower I ate some fruits and went to bed. Waking up I realize that Melo wasn't in the bed. I didn't know whether to be worried or mad, matter of fact fuck him.
I got up doing my normal morning routine, and fixing me some breakfast. I texted him because my stomach felt uneasy and although I hate him I do love him
*Just checking on you to make sure you okay*
He never responded, to keep my mind busy I cleaned. I couldn't go nowhere because I didn't have my keys, he always have them, so that mean I couldn't lock the door. I had finish cleaning and made me a blt. Patience was calling me
" Bestfrienddddddd" she yelled over the phone
" pai you don't have to yell all the time" I laughed because she so extra
" yes I do that's how I greet you" slow,see what I be talking bout
" what you doing today" she asked me as I clicked through channels
" Nothing I'm waiting for Melo stupid ass, this like the 5th time he did this, he leave and don't come back until the morning but think it's okay for me to sit in this house like it's not fair" she sat on the phone while I vented
" then turn around and act like we cool but soon as I do something im quick to get my ass beat or my phone taken or some dumb kid shit" I kept going because I needed to get this out
"This nigga take my truck EVERYDAY to make sure I don't leave but make sure he take his keys to he so UN-FUCKING-BELIEVABLE" I was getting myself worked up for nothing
" I can always come get you Bestfriend , you know I'm here for you if you need ANYTHING, you want me to come get you now" I contemplated whether I should go or not
" nah imma just stay in I don't feel good anyway" I half lied I didn't feel good for real but I didn't want Melo to start tripping
" imma call you back I'm about to walk into the doctor's office" I saw her rambling in her car doing something
"Okay let me know how everything go love ya" "love you to" we hung up and I went on my finsta seeing what everybody been doing
I rolled my eyes when I saw the elevator doors open and Melo walk in. He had the same clothes he had on from yesterday but i don't care I don't trust him
" wassup Kay" I watched his every move since the time he walked out the elevator
" You" I said I didn't say nothing else because there was nothing else to say
" Fuck is ya problem" he was acting like he was confused
" you because it's alright to leave ya PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND in the house all night" I was getting off the couch, I saw him walking toward me
" You missed me" he was playing, but was he ?, Because he wasn't smiling
" Melo no move because everyday I'm here waiting for you to come back" " that's what you supposed to do" he stop me in the mist of my words
" Your wrong I'm not here to be your house wife" I continued pushing his body off me because he wouldn't stop kissing me "MELO MOVE"
" Kaydence" he was being fucking stupid,doing him and not wanting to listen to nothing I have to say
" Melo no you think it's fine to keep leaving me in here coming in the next day like it's okay,it's not all you do is beat my ass and leaving me in here I'm not a fucking doll" he was looking at me like he wasn't listening to a word I was saying
"What I tell you about that cursing shit" he wasn't, just like I fucking imagine, he ignored everything I said
" you are unbelievable" I walked in the room and he followed me. He was about to get in the shower because he was taking off all his clothes
" come get in the shower with me" I looked at him like he was crazy
" No you probably sleeping with other girl" I was about to walk out the room but he stopped me
"don't put my dick on, no other bitch" I looked at him with the nigga I'm not stupid look. He started taking my clothes off and I let him I was horny but I didn't wanna have sex with him. Not saying I wanted to with nobody else just not him and not now anyway.BUT I was horny.
" I don't wanna shower with you" I finally pushed him and he looked at me sternly
" don't piss me off with your petty ways leave all that shit alone I'm not cheating on you so leave it" I was quiet because last time he wasn't in the mood he busted my lip, asshole.
" are you coming to my next appointment with me" I knew he was gonna say yeah I was just being smart since he was being ignorant
" Kay don't piss me off" he said again , this time I didn't respond I just got in the shower and he got in behind me. I was so busy in my mind I didn't realize he started touching but I was aroused so I let it go on
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