MATURING!!

HEALING!!!

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" Kay I was so scared" Me and Patience was up talking,she was telling me everything happened

" So why didn't he just call Melo" I asked confused " he did but he knew by the time he would've got there it would been too late it was literally like 4 cars on us"

" Damn that's crazy as hell im really glad y'all good for real idk what I would've did without you" I was laying on her bed with her.

I couldn't picture life without patience, well actually I could because I have before but I never want to live without her I mean she is the sister I never asked for. Patience was always my reminder that life is not as easy as it seems but through the hard days you keep your head held high and that's why I loved everything about her.

" I love him but I'm really scared to be around him like I love the bad boy concept but I love my life more." She was playing with her hands which meant she was nervous

" I truly understand where you coming from but make sure you don't sacrifice your life to make him happy remember that ?" I asked her because one day we had a long talk about our boyfriends and last thing she said to me before we hung up that night was " don't sacrifice your life to make him happy"

" I know but I truly love him but I just can't get nothing that happened outta my head even when I went in his room this morning while he was sleep I have flashbacks every time I get around him and I just don't know" a tear had fell " if you need to take a break from him than you do that" I handed her a tissue, I knew this situation was hard but it felt like it was more to it. I wasn't going to pressure her because one reason our friendship work is because we don't pressure one another to express themselves until they come to you to open up.

It was weird seeing Patience like this she was always the hard one, the one who didn't care about violence, who would run to a bad boy/ situation but this Patience was fragile and scared.

MELO POV

" Where was y'all coming from" i asked Chase, we needed to get to the bottom of this because this was the second time this month somebody had fucked with one of my boys. This one had hit to close to home so now we gotta handle this shit.

" The trap i had just dropped that off" I knew exactly what he was talking bout. I needed to move the trap though because if them niggas followed him from the trap they obviously knew where it was at now.It was only a matter of time before they try some dumb shit even though niggas at the trap stay prepared

" Ard bet imma handle this shit get ya rest, you talk to auntie lo" I referred to his mom I was bout to leave but we started talking again

" hell yeah, you know she cursed my ass out especially for having patience. You know I wasn't up on my shit because we was arguing cause she saw me and Dominique texting" i laughed cause this nigga trynna go out bad " nigga you better not let Kaydence find out about that shit"

" oh shit Patience didn't tell her ?" His eyes got big " nigga now you know her as don't know ya ass would've been in this bitch" we laughed

" it dont even be like that Patience be fucking up her smart ass mouth ion be wanting to put my hands on her so I leave and shit where else imma go" he shrugged his shoulder

" NIGGA YA MOM HOUSE" I yelled at him this nigga was dumb as fuck " damn you right but she be all in my business and shit"

" you gonna keep fucking around on that girl she gonna leave yo ass" I laughed cause this nigga was gonna be crying when she leave " pussy you got some nerve Emani? Ya shipment bitch man foh" we both busted out laughing

" nah we not talking bout me right now this all you" we heard a knock on the door, Patience and Kaydence walked in I smiled

" what the hell was y'all laughing about I heard y'all all the way down the hall" Kaydence asked as she came in sitting on my lap "his mom cursing him out"He side eyed me

" oh yeah she called me this morning when you was sleep and said some boys had came to the house looking for you" Patience said as Kay help her on the bed with chase

" did she say they name" he asked her " no she said they was young boys they had a lot of tattoos I don't know if she said they was black or Spanish"

" Come on I'm Rey drop you off home" I told Kaydence " no I'm not ready to go I just got up here"

" Kay not right now I gotta handle something" " I drove my own car" I snatched her hand

" I need you to come with me" I dragged her out the hospital I was already pissed because I was putting two and two together. They killed one of my dope boys, try to kill my boy, then some niggas show up to my aunt house ain't no way it's just a coincidence. So now I'm pissed off.

" Melo you hurting my arm" I loosened my grip " next time listened I need you to do something for me" I opened the car door and she got in then I got in driving off

"My car" she said nonchalantly " I'll have one of my boys come grab it"

" auntie Lo" I was on the phone with crazy mom " what boy you and that boy gonna give me a migraine"

" imma come grab you imma need you to stay with my girl for a lil while, while I hand some stuff" I didn't need that to happen again

" Boy I'm not leaving my damn house and I'm not staying with one of you fast tail girls" I laughed this old lady is something else

" auntie don't do that, this my baby" she laughed out loud so I took her off speaker and Kaydence side eyed me

" chill it's nothing like that" I whispered to Kay " i don't care can you take me home" now she was mad just something else to deal with

" I'm on my way auntie give me 15 mins" " you can come all you want I ain't going not a got damn place" I laughed before hanging up

" you mad at me?" I asked her, I knew she was mad but shit she would've really been mad if she heard what she said

" I don't care we not together" I grabbed her chin turning face toward me " don't play that shit with me"

" let me go you think I'm a dumb ass or something you pry fucking other bitches Im not slow, and too think I was gonna have sex with ya dirty ass" I tried to hit her but she dodged it

" watch your fucking mouth" " fuck you" I tried to hit her again " I'm not one of ya old hoes that you gonna fuck around on and then come kiss up on me you can kiss my black ass" I swung and it hit her this time. Her lip had busted

" Melo you busted my lipppppp" she whined " nah you was just talking big shit remember, I been told you I wasn't in the mood" she sat in the seat quiet i bet that did shut her ass up.

KAYDENCE POV

I couldn't believe this Pussy had really busted my lip like I was really shocked I didn't say shit else I was to shocked but I wasn't about to let him abuse me I know my worth. Just like a typical nigga they could dish it out but couldn't handle it. "He NOt iN ThE MoOd" but was just laughing with his aunt. I wasn't gonna say nothing I just wasn't gonna fuck with him...