MATURING!!

WHYY💔

The trip was amazing from the sex to the massages, from the food to the activities I had a ball. We had been home for two days now and when I say I am BEYOND exhausted that's exactly what I mean. Of course Melo left I don't know where he went or what he doing and neither do I care, it was peaceful right now. I was on the phone with Patience, she was in labor.

" You should've told me this shit hurt that bad" we was on FaceTime, she had her face scrunched up

" shit I was already in pain that pain wasn't no match to the pain my body was already in" I playfully laughed. I don't know why laughing about the situation make me feel better. I don't know

" that's not funny kayd" I shrugged my shoulder because it was better than dwelling on it

" how many centimeters are you" she been in labor since yesterday

" last time they checked it was 6 1/2 but that was like an hour ago" she rolled her eyes, she was over it

" did you get the epidural" I wish I could be there right now but of course with Melo ass there was no way

" bitch yes, I was not hurting myself my little ass body" we both laughed because she was really tiny

" I wish you was here" she pouted " bitch don't start"

She know how bad I wanted to be there and I know I was gonna cry if we kept talking about it. I was still locked in a cage, we leave in two days to see my dad but for now we was still staying in the penthouse until after the trip

" I'm gonna call you right back because they about to come and check me again" I nodded my head

" okay I love you pai" she said it back and we hung up. Rae'Lynn was sleep, she just got done eating now I was starving. He took his new car, but his Range Rover was still here, keys and all. I looked at them because I was contemplating, he still takes my keys because he doesn't want me to leave. BUT he left his, that mean take them right?

It was an Indian spot like 10 mins by car, I was gonna take the risk because I was starving and it was early so I know he wasn't coming back no time soon. I got the baby ready to go out because it was still freezing.

We was ready so I grabbed the keys going down the back way, they wasn't gonna do nothing but snitch on me so I couldn't let them see me in the front. I put her in the car seat that was in here already and hopped in

" ohh this feel weird" I laughed to myself I haven't drive in FOREVER

" you ready Kairi" I fasten my seat belt, my heart told me not to go but my stomach was hungry for it. I started the car turned the radio volume all the way up because she like loud noises, just weird and I pulled off. It really felt weird the last time I drove was before I got with him almost 1 1/2 year ago

I actually missed driving and being free and doing what I wanted willingly. I pulled into the store parking lot , the whole way I couldn't do nothing but think I should've told Melo. He was still skeptical about me leaving him and taking the baby. Not that I haven't been thinking about it. I pulled out my phone to text him

"I'm hungry gonna use your car to go grab Indian food down the street" i grabbed Rae and walked in the store. He immediately looked at the message and started typing but I started ordering my food because he was taking long to type back

" No you not I'll get it for you, I'll be there in like 20 mins" my eyes widened because he said no, I was already here ordering

"Melo I can do it, you don't have to stop what you doing to get me something to eat" I really just wanted him to say ok he was making it difficult