MATURING!!

IS IT OVER⁉️

I didn't wake up until 9 pm the next day, that's how exhausted I was. I looked around confused, then I remember, I was hoping it was all a dream. I knew he came back because the actual cover was on me, I pushed them off.

I sat there for a little while because I was just thinking about my life. I heard a baby cry and looked around, was I hallucinating? I heard it again, and it kept going. I looked over at the night stand and my baby was staring back at me on the monitor.

I covered my mouth and cried, NO WAY!!! I got up as quick as my leg would let me. Fuck the pain right now, I held on to the wall and hopped in her room

" RAE" I picked her up, and hugged her tight, not enough to hurt her. I was crying kissing all over her face, I couldn't believe she was in my arms " mommy baby I miss you mami"

I loved her so much I don't think I would ever let him take her again. He would have to kill me before I let him take my baby again. I couldn't stop crying and kissing her. I sat in the rocking chair because I was so excited to see her I forgot my leg was broke.

I figured she was hungry because she was squirming. I was right. I played in her hair while she ate , this was our bonding moments and he wanted to take that from me. I cried as she fed, the fact that he could break my heart so easily made me realize I have to find a way for me and my daughter to get out of here.

We sat there for a few hours I couldn't stop staring at her. I heard the elevator open and immediately wrapped my arms around her. I heard him getting closer and closer to the room

" we leaving this house today start packing" I nodded my head, I watched him like a hawk as he walked out the room. I didn't wanna put her down but I needed to pack. Although I didn't wanna leave because the further we moved the farther from everybody I was gonna be WITH NO HELP.

I thought about ways I could escape with Rae'Lynn, I should probably wait til she older right? Fuck no he gonna kill me before she gets older with his temper. I don't even know how he fucking got the restraining order removed and that fast anyway. I wasn't going to the cops again because they helped his ass find me. I just knew they did because how did he know where I was. When I said everybody is on his pay roll I mean EVERYBODY

I had to think because nothing I came up with resulted in us actually escaping. All the things I was thinking was sounding very temporary and I wasn't liking it.

" you want me to grab her while you finish" he came out of nowhere and scared me. I shook my head fast as fuck

"No I'm about to grab her" I jumped up quickly because NO you just brung my daughter back. I really wanted him to stop talking to me because he hadn't even said sorry for taking her or even asked me to forgive him. But ME, I was walking on thin ice.

I grabbed her cause she was crying that's why he came in here. She just wanted to be held, I didn't mind it though because I couldn't get enough of her.

" matter fact don't worry bout that imma have some movers come in here and do it" I nodded my head because he should've been thought about that. Rather than fucking with me.

" Let's go on a date, we can bring the baby" I wasn't jumping for joy and neither was I happy. I AM HURTING. I wanted to tell him no but he's not much of a "NO" type of man.

" ok, I still need to go to the hospital my leg is in pain" I said lowly. He helped me up, I didn't want him touching me but I did need the help.

" Ard lets go now then" I agreed, hopefully they have me in there all night so we don't have to go on this "date". He tried to grab the baby while I held onto the wall